Red alert came together. Fcuk. Okay, I shall explain previous post. Because of red alert, it make me mood go down. Make me go think so much until I cry. Fcuk. I hate it. And the worst thing of all. Red alert fall on a working day. And it always do. Damn idiotic. Seriously. I remember during the previous PC show. Which equal to start of school holiday. Red alert came directly on first day of PC show. I was like. FCUK. ZZZ. PC show is always the busiest period and FCUK. I have a very bad PMS. And is bad for health. Bad for myself.

Scold myself stupid. Apparently during the dryrun, I injured my left thumb. Okay nvm, small injuries nvm. And whenever I do things, the wound will start to get pain. And is like ZZZ. But I go put plaster on it. Then no brains. I go wrap my thumb at at the centre part. And guess what, the blood cannot flow properly. ZZZ. Now my left hand is quite pain. I ask huizhen and she told me huo gai. She say will okay de, slowly. ZZZZ. As a waitress, and the plate is not light, I scare I will drop everything.

Today is the first time. First time on the way home. I feel tired. Drain out. Really drain out. I slept in the train. Like a pig. Only until I heard 'simei'. Then I open my eyes. It was raining heavily. I am not some one who so hardworking bring umbrella to work. Therefore spent unnecessary money to take bus home.

The most angry sad no comments thing is. I officially spent finish what I earn on september. Fcuk isn't it?? all spent finish. I counted. The pay for sep is coming in a few days time. And because of computer, unnecessary spendings, waste of money. EARN = SPENT ?? Fcuk. First time I did this. Totally never save. And not to forget, I still have more to spent.

1] hp bills
2] birthday present (3 of my beloved birthday fall on same month)
3] class chalet
4] buffet (sakae and seoul)
5] last shopping at bugis street b4 sch start
6] new sems = new textbook = spent more
7] new sems = school fees to be paid

My mother threaten me. If I still go buy clothes. No allowance when school start. Honestly, I think without my mother allowance on schooldays, I can hardly survive to pay school fees.

I have many things to type. Many many things. And I can say. I love my colleague to the maximum. They are the reason holding me back not to quit this job. Somemore, since today is 1stoct2008, 2more months and 1year aniversary as a waitress. Something to be happy about. ^^

Okay some things to say ...

Never ever judge a book by the cover. Just by using your eyes to see what people is doing doesn't mean what they really did. Acting is a powerful tool. However, the problem with it is that everyone like to 'act'. Is just who can have the best acting skills. I am also acting now. Acting as though I am a pro when in fact I am talking nonsense isn't it??

当自者迷，旁观者清。This is true. My close friend can see me and know me more than a hi-bye friend can. I don't know if I am highly talented when 'acting'. Only close friends will know. But, if you are talented in 'acting' you can survive in the society.

For my case, if I am not happy, I will show out. I will show attitude. I will give faces. I will not hide. And the biggest problem with me is that I have the worst temper that even myself don't know why is it so bad. Jonathan told me before, is not hard to change temper, is if you want anot. But sometimes is it terrible keeping everything. Horribly shit. Crying to myself is foolish. And I am strong and will not cry.

Crying is a good way to feel better. And I feel better after tearing. But is like, I will think back, why-the-fcuk did I even cry?? I will feel stupid. So am I trying to gain sympatic in my blog?? or is it only pretty chio bu can be emo and the whole world go to them?? why everytime when the first person to cry is the first person to win??

Me myself from young know that, anything you want, buy yourself using your own money. My mp3 hp clothes I like all is by my money. My mother don't give me money when I go out with friends. During secondary 4, my clothes are limited. Very limited. Not enough at all. Repeat until my friend see also sian. But do I like that?? no I hate it to the maximum. When I start working, I started to spent. Clothes, reborn hair, nail polish, earrings, rubber band. All this seems nothing, but is still hard earn money to buy.

Okay shall not type somemore. I wonder if people read. But nvm. Just visit my blog and see my pictures I also happy. I shall sleep soon. Tomorrow opening. Idiotic. I don't hate opening, I hate waking up early. 9am out of house. 10am at suntec. I am drain out, but I am not sleeping. ZZZ.

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tagboard remove because of ... shall not say anything, don't know why, also don't feel like putting tagboard. :)

i know what i am doing ... i maybe wrong but i have no regrets ...

I type a full length of shit. And I cleared it. No point. Fcuk off. I am fcuk up by some fcuk things. I should just shut my eyes and stop thinking of this fcuk things and fcuk off to be a no life kia working tomorrow.

No time to blog. Too late at night. Shall elaborate more on work. Tired 2 full shifts already. Tomorrow going school. IG event. Dry run. Hope run smoothly. My brother lend me his super expensive camera. YEAH!! happy day is today. LOVE ^^

they left, and your turn ...

Today is a very bad day at work. I don't know is it PMS anot. But I think it is. Okay. I am super piss off already. Boss is not around today. If not I more sian. Since they starting to nag on me. Yesh once again I am starting to sell the stupid expensive sashimi. I will sell well and hopefully no customer will come to me and say bill very high. This is the main problem I hate selling the super expensive sashimi.

I am not someone who can expressed myself well. I will stumble when I am scare. I am scare to break people pocket a big hole. So when they started asking me sashimi. I dare not introduce those super expensive de. And also today, damn sian. Today quite busy at night. And is always when busy all the shit started to pop out. And I am tired of it lah. I seriously think I am PMS-ing. Got a strong feeling red alert coming.

Okay, as promised, pictures !!! ^^

Fish and co with lipei. First time at there. I damn sua gu. Slap my face please.









Before ...



After ... Guess what I cannot finish up the meal. ZZZ.



I took alot of tartar sauce. The tartar sauce not as nice as mac offers last time. That's what I think lor.



On the bus to bugis street. I damn scare go bugis street because I scare I will spent money. But I control. But I spot quite a number of things that I want. HAHA. I will have one last big shopping before school start. :))




Saw this on the bus. The vehicle damn zZZ sia.



On wednesday with mary and cecilia at sentosa ... :))

We took this tram around sentosa. Free de. Free wind, free ride, free explosure to the different places. ^^



My 2 beloved friends on tram. :))





Took this in the toilet. They playing nice song. Playing singapore song. HAHA. Memories of my primary school came back after listening to it.




We took sky ride. ^^



When sitting on it ... the pictures of the scenery ^^









Taken using cecilia phone. Because I damn scare my hp drop down. :((




Our shoes, and my fat thighs. :((







This is the seat we took. We have to like run down after we reach destination. Like quickly stand up and run from it. ^^



Photos taken during the ride but the camera sentosa have. I took it from the screen. HAHA. Damn play cheat. xDD




Then cycling at sentosa. A whole new experience over there. First time cycle at sentosa. ^^

See the clumsy two of them. Apparantly mary don't know how to cycle. So they took double seating. As I am still a beginneer, hard for me to cary a "pig" behind me. HAIZ. Poor cecilia. ^^





At the end of our cycling, we saw a super big slope. As I am lousy when it come to sports, I came down and push my bike.

They was super determine to cycle up it. ^^



They tried another way ...



And finally gave up. I was laughing like crazy okay??



And because 4leg cycle faster than 2leg. They was always infront me. So when returning bike, they was infront and went overhead not realising I am no longer behind them. The cycle overshot the bike shop. I was waiting for the 2kukus to return ^^



The train or ride back to vivo city...



nice view and nice merlion. Damn it. I drop my comb when trying to take merlion picture. Is like the comb drop into somewhere cannot-be-reach. =(





We was like 3 idiots putting our leg into the water.






Our footprints ...





This is produced from my leg. ^^



The 3 of ours ^^ (actually, is only someone who continuous draw 3X her leg) =.=!!!



End of picture. Good night. ^^

falling into the trap is easy ...

Wednesday 240908

Went out with mary and cecilia. The usual plan was to have a class outing. And I think there is major miscommunication that result in cancelling. Shall not elaborate much. Anyway, we went to sentosay. Pictures are all taken. Lame stupid expensive but fun. Haha. Spent money again. Sick of spending money already. Damn sick.

Thursday 250908

IG meeting. Proposal not yet finish. Went early to school. LOL. Ended up waiting for tingwen. Comp lab closed. Damn suay isn't it?? Manage to print it out and everything. Went for the meeting. Not as dry as the previous time. Only after when everyone came back from lunch, all like brain dead. ZZZ

I had my interview for IG main comm. I think. I talk rubbish inside. Not serious at all. Hard to be serious also. What over is over, shall not think about it. But I hope to be inside. ^^

I went to meet my bro at simlimsquare for my CPU lor. Initially meet 1700. Then meet 1840. Then I only reach at 1900. LOL. Too hungry and grab a bite from OCK currypuff. Shall not elaborate more on the buying process. I spent a bomb. To all rich brat outside, I pay for my own hp bill, own school fees, and even my own computer. So stop complaining you are poor and not enough money.

Today

Sleep until I wake up naturally. I love this feeling. Because when need work and outing all this, I usually need alarm. Waked up and comp and did abit on the IG thingy. Left to EP to meet tingwen. The short meeting with her turn out quite fast. Because like, we both also cannot decide much. Alot information shortage. Then I went shopping at EP. Shop for snacks, check some prices, saw fishes on display at atrium. Damn cute. I love fish. I love animal.

And I saw dingrun and yeeching and company. The company I don't know them lah. But I do know dingrun and yeeching. It's being quite a while since I last saw them. They are in East Spring uniform. OMG. Memories start to come back. How noobies, how childish, how bless I am in secondary days. Sms them and ask them to go drink coffee. But they seems to be busy. Haha. Nvm. Wish them super luck for O level. I miss east spring secondary already. Bring me back to the past and I sure I will change everything. Every single thing.

Came back from EP and I maple until I damn shuang. Really damn shuang. Since long long time since I last game for long long time. I don't mind slacking at home and comp whole day and maple whole day. Private server rocks to max.

Now I am editing the IG thingy. I don't know why, I only can concentrate well at night. And not game at night. At night play maple I sian half. Don't know why. I like to be online late late but I will miss my beauty sleep. Haiz. Tomorrow and sunday working full shift.

Sorry for the super wordy post. But I really really have alot alot of photos. I shall upload it tomorrow after I come back from work. :))

tags replied
fang: er management in enterprise. Shld be quite okay I think. ^^

letting go is hard ... removing is hard ...

Haha. My comp is back. Haha. My comp is back. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! my comp is finally back into my home. Haha. The fact is the previous CPU have to take a rest already. It is with us since I am primary six okay?? Primary 6?? And I am poly year1 now. So it have service us for like 1 2 3 4 5 and the 1/2 years?? haha. Time to take a break. On 190908, the comp decided to auto off and make me sian like half after 190908.

Anyway, new CPU was bought today. Today. Today. Went down to simlimsquare with my brother. I spent a bomb. I shared half with my sister. Haiz, my one month salary down already. Sad. I pay and forget. If not, heart broken. Really. At this age, facing financial problem is already stressing enough for me. And imagine when I grow up. Haiz. Faint. )):

Saturday 200908 and Sunday 210908

I went to work. Saturday was great because not much people. Sunday we was playing like crazy. We pasted a tortise on huizhen back. She went to toilet. We laughed like crazy immediately. Imagine her walking around with a tortise at a back and she don't know. Damn funny like crazy. Almost went crazy laughing. HAHAHAHA. But we kenna wack by her when she come back. But is still damn funny and stupid.

Monday 220908

When I know I am not scheduled to work. I got so bored and ask lipei out. Apparently, I did not know that there is IG chalet and I miss it. But nvm, who called my CPU down. Cannot get any updates at all. However, sad but what over is over. ^^ Went out with lipei. Photos taken. Upload all the photos tomorrow.

Tuesday 230908

Went to work morning shift. Damn sick. Must reach by 10am. And guess what, I only wake up at 9am. Which means I have to leave house already. I must leave house 1hr in advance so as not to be late for work. I chionged and left my house. Lucky reach on time. And guess what?? first to reach. Everyone is so so so late?? but nvm. Opening is easy.

After an hour, everyone came out, sit down, and eat breakfast. HAHA. Damn cute lah. Sit until like 45minutes later, stand and continue own work. Vic came at 12. Lucky him. Sleep longer. But honestly, opening is zhuo bo de. I damn shiok kenna opening. Breakfast was great because I get free food. HAHA.

Tuesday was not busy at all. Huizhen revenge and took a mini live crab and chase me. Make me run all the way to the end. Because that mini thing will bite and crawl on you de. If she throw inside my clothes, I sure shout de. Haha. Fun and stupid.

Regarding, yesterday today and tomorrow shall update tomorrow. Haha. Comp still too late already. Need get my beauty sleep ^^

tags replied
hii: thanks for being there for me today. HAHA. you shld know.
fang: ya i know. i am coming. cya soon?? in 2months time... but i think we will see each other in school more often.

left without goodbye ... wru now ??

Back from work. Shall have no pictures at all. Zzz. Working how to take picture?? I went out earlier than usual to go to marina square to get my brother stuff. He is damn rich. He got the zen-fi mp3. He say is the latest de. Don't know. But I bought the casing for him which cost $29. Rich people don't look at the price isn't it?? I reached early and bump into jiaojiao in toilet. Haha. She was complaining to me how busy it was in the morning.

Then the first thing I caught eye when I was about to walk into my workplace was .... my beloved boss bag. ZZZZZZ. Idiotic lah. He just came also. Same as my timing. ZZZZ. I don't come he don't come. Damn suay. When I reached there, the first thing they told me is to go to eat. Gan dong. Really. Because I only ate lunch than ate nothing. Ate and continue to work.

Then super suay lah. As I was moving the boxes around. Something knock onto my finger nail and it broke. Damn pain lah. Shall not post the picture. Damn disgusting. Idiotic. Bleed somemore. Pain when with water. Idiotic. Long nails broke. I took out the nail polish yesterday only and today break. ZZZZ.

The funny thing is, when in the morning it is super busy. Night is not at all. Haha. So it was like slacking here and there lor. Eating and eating. Salmon skin + mayo and crackers at night after work. Sitting down chatting with them. Drinking ice green tea which is the only nice drink available free. Then we bid goodbye and left.

Then then then, I remembered I forgotten to take my casing in creative bag. I ran back to my workplace. Shouting my colleague back because I damn scare. It is so dark inside can. They look at me and I get my thing and we all left again. Haha. We was like laughing to one another lor. I love them lah. And only after today. I think I know something and I am so happy. Haha. *grins*

Then go toilet change my uniform off. I seldom go this toilet because only 2cubicle and not very clean compared to another one. Then is like I know this girl who clean the toilet. She is a indian and she know all 4language. Eng chinese malay tamil. Clap clap please. I was talking to her while I am changing. Then there is another person who came into the other cubicle beside me. And I am happily talking to the lady in chinese. Then the person asked.

unknown: xiuhui ah??
me: yes??
unknown: ang xiu hui??
me: ya who are you??
unknown: haha, guess who am i??
me: er, mary ah??

Then she came out. ZZZZ. I am laughing like some crazy people you know. Of all places we met in the toilet. Laugh so loud and so hard can?? Then she have friends outside what. Which all this friends I also know lah. Then I took her bag and walked out first. Haha. Big shock isn't it?? They was like huh????? HAHA. So funny and singapore damn small lah. Good friend also can meet in a 2-cubicle toilet at suntec city when there is so many toilet in suntec city. HAHA. Funny lah really.

Tomorrow, either going out with mary or go work. Really don't know the plans. Boss hint me if I can work anot. But I don't feel like going to work. Rather go out with them but is like work got money and also, don't want see them so poor thing no one to help. Haiz. Really don't know.

Butbutbut, after today, i know i know i know. Haha. I am so happy lah. Seriously. Smiling to myself when I think about it. Haha. Slap my face to make me come back down to earth. HAHAHAHAH......

tags replied
kt: haha sure no problem, you want more?? can da bao home for you ^^

i know is you ...

Haha. I am so happy. I am going to work later on. Haha. Receive a call from jamie. Abit bad timing. Should have called me earlier. I am so dead bored at home, like dying like that. ZZZ. Too sian to slack at home. Go work means more money. Wahahha. Love my work place lah. I still can remember the fun we have on tuesday. Damn fun and idiotic even though. Haha.

I shall blog now. Basically spent my day at home lazing around. Sian. Morning woke up and went out to buy breakfast. It's being long since I last went out myself to buy breakfast. I am lazy. If I don't buy, I just eat maggi at home, which is quite unhealthy. Saw tingwen on the way there. LOLS so qiao isn't it? in the morning somemore.

I think I am sick or what. I had not being able to finish my own meal. Like everytime sth for me to eat. I can't finish it. Don't know why. I don't know sinc when my appetite become smaller already. Impossible. OR I am sick?? I don't know why. Slight headache, rashes on my leg, bad appetite. Am I sick or is just that I am super lack of sleep??

After breakfast. I do housework. Haha. Long time isn't it? Long time never take out the vacuum cleaner already. I clean my room. The room which I shared with my sister. Is usually her doing the cleaning because I am always busy. Then is like, I even mop it okay?? And I am like a dish washer helping my brother clean all his plate. Idiotic.

I watch finish xianjianqixiazhuang. Which is long ago de show. I re-watch it. Damn nice also. Touching. Teared. But. Now, I have nothing to continue to watch. Sian. Taiwan is now airing wudisanbaomei which is damn nice. Damn damn nice. One episode per week. Shall slowly follow it.

I am unable to maple at private server lah !!! apparently something went wrong. And I am lazy to play back the original maple. Is like. Very sian because lvling very slow. Haiz. I don't like off day at home. I rather be at work. Earn more money. Going out = spent money. Shall I go to TRL and read books tomorrow?? zzz. Stupid idea.

nothing done ...

Itchy. Everywhere itchy. Idiotic. I don't know what happen or what virus or what ever thing happen. My skin like become very sensitive. Itchy, scratch, disgusting things pop up. Yi li yi li de disgusting things. Eyer vomit. I took a picture. Shall post it up next time. See also feel disgusting.

Okay more updates on our zhong qiu jie celebration yesterday. ^^

Let the photo do the talking ...

Shopping for candle. Wonder what they doing ??



We went ECP. Evening time. First time evening at ECP. Nice place. Cool breeze. Bad place for fire. Haha.



The beautiful moon high high up. ^^



In the cab to cecilia house. I enjoy being in the center when with them, but not when taking photo. You should know. ^^




Preparation ...







Look carefully at the floor. ^^




Nice isn't it?? xDDD







Play time. ^^






The dogs came to join in the fun. :))












Leaving the dog behind. The male one act seh, jump up the chair. Rest there because one of his leg tio stuck. ZZZZ. =.= !!!!




Damn cute the dog. Seriously. Haha. Nice celebration with them. I think is because near grass patch then I brought home some idiotic things that make me itchy.

Today at work is damn fun lah. Really damn fun. Number of people is okay. Talked with liyun auntie. Even though we seldom work together, but today first time talk alot with her. Haha. Common topic regarding company. Haha. Lunch was again, big bowl of noodle. I like ramen don't like udon. Initial plan was hokkien mee but with rashes on leg, better not. Later worst...

Anyway, boss was around today. Fun also. We somehow like to suan him. And he also suan back us. As I was taking hot sake. It is hot okay. Super hot. Then he come, want scare me. In the end the sake spilt on the floor. Haha. Waste okay?? sake is not cheap lor. Somemore hot sake. Haha. Btw, when I start working. I hate hot sake to the max, because I don't even dare take. Now okay already.

And there is sth that we will always do at night. Haha. Cannot say, in case boss got read my blog de. Haha. Jiaojiao reaction damn funny lah. I was laughing all the way. Really all the way. Even other staff is funny. All taking pictures?? I don't dare take out my hp and take snapping because boss is around. Haha. Apparently when no customer, everyone start to zhao fan. Funny cute love it...

I love my job to the maximum. ^^

tags replied
kt: haha, sure, see me in my beautiful uniform.... ^^

i am loving it ...

Today, I only wake up at 11am. First time?? wake up so late. Without being disturbed. Without alarm clock. Haha. Today off day. Shiok to the max. Honestly, because of my bad habit don't sleep early, I am having bad headache. Tomorrow going to work. Sian. Really sian.

And also, my SME camp. No need go already. Reason. I forget the dates. Then when I received the mail of the ideminity form. Then I know, die liao. Hit into my work time. Zzz. Saturday got work lor. Too bad. I don't mind going to a camp. But I don't think they have people to take over me. -.-

Went school for ig meeting. Quite draggy it went in fact. Make me danm hungry and moodless. Chiong straight to jurong cafe for lunch + dinner at 5plus. Then the 3 of us headed down to ECP for lantern playing. We must be damn smart lah. ECP leh. Near the sea. Near sea = wad? = wind lah. ZZZ. Then is like, light a matchstick, wind come gone, light another, wind come gone. how to play?? haha.

Okay, more updates on our zhong qui jie celebration tomorrow post. Haha. I want sleep already. And I also intro this super nice song. Nice and meaningful song. ^^



再见了 我的宠爱
谁愿接受这种意外
你赞我天生可爱
不愿看着我离开

同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么

谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱

boy'z:我怕可一不可再
难道你被爱都有害
我确信天真不会错
威力会移山填海
同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我

合:人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么
谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱

fate or fake ??

No pictures. No pictures. No pictures. No pictures. My blog is boring. Working 2 full shift make me so tired. My leg are not pain because it somehow become habit of standing. Yesterday was like, hardly any customers. And today was horrible. Too horrible. Non-stop streaming of customers.

Today is also 中秋节. Spent my day at work?? sad isn't it?? not 赏月and吃月饼? haha. Anyway, jiao jiao gave suggestion of we bring the table out and sit down there and look at the moon. Haha. Lame. Okay, and all the staff, gathered, and.... open the box of mooncake that jamie left. I don't know what is the reason, but apparently, the mooncake seems to be cannot eat. The reason is jamie?? I don't get it. They tell all the staff to eat. So when jamie asked, who ate, they will say, each and everyone. Haha. Lame but super cute colleague.

Tomorrow got IG meeting. Going to school. After IG meeting going out with mary cecilia for 中秋节celebration. Haha.

tags replied
hii: i will nv feel happy when with you. xDD tml take fire burn your hair first. ^^
fang: haha sure. u seldom blog leh. update often lah !!! :))

P R A N K ...

I am tired. Super tired. Reason, sleep at 2am, wake at 9-10am. And this is super lack of sleep. I had being having slight headache at work today. It is terrible. I hate to be sick when in work. Next week schedule is out. Anyone want go out kai kai?? I am free on 4days. ^^

I am working on tues sat sun. Then I was sad. Because only 3days. Then when I saw Vic schedule, it was 4days. Woa. Admire. Then when I see the timing, I laugh to myself. Haha. Vic tio half shift. All half shift. WAHAHAHA !!! I damn bad lah. I 3days but all full shift at suntec. Vic half shift?? somemore at wisma, wisma is busy de lor. HAHA !!! I told vic on msn and he was like SIAN ... Okay, I am damn bad, I laughed so hard at his schedule. xDD

Thanks my friend who accompany me on msn. And of course Mary is one of them. And 2 other who one talk crap to me and another talk perfect sense. I have great friend. I think I am having very bad PMS or emo currently. They take my nonsense and continue to chat with me. Million thanks.

tags replied
fang: haha. Icic. I am your regular blog fans worr ^^ I work suntec city :))

imy ...

Today is a fine day. Initially plan to go school with mary to badminton. But cancel. Haha. I also sian half seriously. I don't want to go out today at all. But you see, my storybook borrow from TRL is going to be fine by today. ZZZ. No choice and went out. Went to TRL and returned the books. Miss TRL?? abit. But don't need study for the time being. Haha.

I went home and start mapling. I am playing private server. Slap my face please. Over there damn easy level up. Like play cheat like that. Shall take some screenshots to see my wonderful level. And I am also watching 仙剑奇峡传 currently. Old but nice show. Touching true interesting. ^^

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This was from the previous day post.

I had hokkien mee for lunch. Haha. I really love there de hokkien mee lah. Damn nice. And also I will get big big portion. I was so lucky, when I bought that time, the supervisor is not around, and they only charge me $1 for this super big plate of hokkien mee. If the supervisor around, will charge me $3. But normal customer will be $5. HAHA. !!!




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I shall post up photos of science centre trip on 270808. So many days ago lor !!!

See what mary doing ...





She not being caught. -.-

鸡鸡浮鸡鸡 ...




In small little play house ...







At the water dont know what place. Forget it name already. ^^











The 2 of them thought the TV button was real. -.-




At random science centre place. I also forgotten where. :XX














At mac ...





Okay, that's all for science centre trip. Tomorrow I am going to work. 2 full shift for weekend. Sian. I got a strong feelings, bad thing is going to happen. Don't know why, just felt it will happen.

tags replied
yihao: when did i insulted ur blog song??

imy ...

I feel the pain. Seriously felt it. It's tiring. Follow my mind or follow what is right?? I don't know. No one knows how I feel. Am I being emo?? Is my PMS coming in a few days. What is the stress that is pressure-ing me?? I don't know. don't care. don't bother.

[edited]
Initial post had pictures. But apparently pictures make all my post cannot be up. Shall post the pictures next time. To show my super big hokkien mee
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Today work. Is so bored and sian. At night only left me vic zhen. This is the first time whereby all the china people get their off together. Today all singaporean. Haha. At the start of the day. I feel terrible. Damn terrible. Keep on want vomit. The first time I went toilet because I start to feel shaky already. Then damn it, so many people, still must queeue, until my turn, nothing came out. ZZZ. I went back and drank lots of warm water. Then second time, I went another toilet. Also nothing came out.

jamie: ni sheng bin ah?
xiuhui: bu zhi dao, dan shi hen xiang tu
jamie: ni you le ah?
xiuhui: -.-

She is a mother of 2. Can't blame her for having this mindset. Anyway, after having medicine, I feel better. At night, my hands is like so hot. I think I will get fever soon. Seriously. Fever sucks. Please don't let me be sick. I hate it to be sick.

I had hokkien mee for lunch. Haha. I really love there de hokkien mee lah. Damn nice. And also I will get big big portion. I was so lucky, when I bought that time, the supervisor is not around, and they only charge me $1 for this super big plate of hokkien mee. If the supervisor around, will charge me $3. But normal customer will be $5. HAHA. !!!

Haha. Slap my face hard. I feel bless over there. And also, during work. Received a super happy news. Slap my face harder. Haha. Can't believe it also. Went crazy infront vic and zhen. Haha.

I don't want to be sick. My leg damn pain. Zzz. Suffering. Earning money is difficult. Spending money is easy.

Something I must thrash out over here. Really felt the pain or stress or something that make me feel vexed. Huizhen, my brother, my mother all told me the same thing. They told me, studying is for yourself, not for others, as long as you did your best can already. I know it. But something is constantly in my mind. Something that is obstructing this 'study' thingy. Shall I go for it or just break it? More chances of this will be available in the later years. But But But, I really don't know how to deal with this.

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tagboard down -.-

i have to think through ... Really think through seriously ...

I am currently blogging from dorothy house. Using the mac notebook. Honestly, I don't really like mac notebook because I am like used to windows already. Anyway, we get back results already. And I am super happy. Super duper happy lor. I am like jumping around when I get back the results. I am super contented with my results. I felt my efforts had being paid off. ^^

I remembered at the start of the sems, my aim was like all A's?? but is like, in between this sems, something happen and make me change my thoughts. I am contented with my results. Haha. Anyway, hengyihao did better than me. ROAR !!! Always, he is so good in his studies. Damn jealous !!! Since secondary school, I had never ever thrash hengyihao. LOLX. ;DD 

And also, px get 2Z. 2Z okay?? When he called me, he told me he got no A. Then when we are like telling each other our individual subject grades, he told me he have 2Z. I feel like slapping his face. Seriously, damn kiam pa. Overall, we all did well lor. Haha. Clap clap. ^^

Okay, shall go home and blog more. Since after the last papers, I had not being having dinner at home. It is always at outside or at work place. Later I will be heading home for dinner. Bye bye. ;DDD

Idiotic pain. The ear piercing on 080808 with mary is horrible. I think because we pierce it in bugis. Not clean. Sian. At the part is like damn swollen. For both of us. My new one is still okay. Will not be taking out even if one month later. Yesterday bleed alot. Really alot. And damn pain also. Haiz, overall, who call me itchy ear want go pierce. Haha. Look nice overall. My plan was left 3 right 2. ^^

Went out with mary and cecilia today. Initial plan was sentosa. Recommended by mary. The package is $30++. LOLS. Will bomb my pocket hiongly. Anyway, in the end change of plan, went to bishan J8 to shop and movie. Today is tuesday, so the ticket is cheaper. Before movie, we headed to Far East for cecilia bucket bag. Haha. She bought a white one. Then went back for our movie. We watched bangkok dangerous. Rate: 9/10. Worth watching it seriously. ;DD

At tamp mrt platform ...




Cecilia is always standing on train. ALWAYS. And I am one super lazy person to stand. ^^



At bishan J8, mini toons bought this to snack around. I also bought my hp strap. Short one. ^^



Went mac and shared on 2 large fries. ^^





The sauce kenna squash. Disgusting but nice to see. ^^



Super auntie behaviour. Free ice water. ((:



Photo taking. ^^








This was taken at Far East. Me and Mary damn bad, when cecilia paying for her stuff, we ran off Haha. And we got worried. Don't know why. Apparently cecilia was the oldest among us lor. But the youngest for as to care for. Haha.




Before movie. Buying snacks and tidbits from NTUC. ^^



Cecilia bag. To put all our tidbits inside. The bag become super big lah ... ^^




This is one of my favourite snacks. I like cadbury halzelnut chocolate alot also. Haha. Eat more and grow fatter. xDD



At the cinema ...



Snack and my slippers on the floor of the cinema. And mary and cecilia hands keep on come out when I am taking the photo.




The super big gulp from 7-11. :))



At MRT station ...




At kembangan MRT. We wanted to chat more and sat at the platform of kembangan.








That's all. Tomorrow going to cecilia house to slack. No expense at all. Haha.

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qin: hie ~~ shall meet up with you soon. ((: good luck for promos ;DD
dzikri: you intro great song to me seriously. ^^ she always pretty de lah... *jealous* :(
hii: haha. tag more lah you. you make it look as though you hate me to the max. your skin is as thick as elephant skin. ^^

imy ...

I changed my blog song. Apparently, I fell in love with this song so sudden. Haha. The previous song that I love to the maximum was lollipop by mika. Today went out with lipei. Long time since we last met and really go out to shop. Anyway, is like, I spent a bomb today. Really a bomb. Bought a few items.

We met at tamp mrt. Headed to orchard first. Talk and talk non stop. Everything also can bring out and talk. Haha. Went to far east. Love that place. The things over there is not so expensive in fact. Normal normal. Affordable by me. After Far East, we headed down to bugis street and then back to the usual TM and CS. Best of all is the amount of shoppers is at the minimum. Weekdays shopping is great.

What we bought at far east. Lipei bought 2tops. I bought 2pair earrings. I bought a bottom. I pierce my ear. And last but not least... We bought a bucket bag ^^

I have a sudden love for red colour. Haha. Don't know why. I bought the red one and hers the brown one. :)) I love my bucket bag to the maximum lah !!!!



2earrings. Both is heart shape. I always buy from the same place. Everytime standard 2pair. ^^



At bugis street. I bought a pair of slippers. Lipei bought a bottom. And ... we bought a top together. Same design but different colour. ^^

My slippers. The slippers I usually wear to school already kou-ya already. Going to spoil already. I got this slippers at $10. Haha. Cheap isn't it. Slap myself hard. I prefer another one, but apparently no stock.



And the same top we get together ... ^^



Random photos of lipei ...





Random photos of US !!!






Our meal, before and after. Damn different lor !!! :))




A random light stick that we found at MRT station ...



My unhappiness will start from here. If you can tahan, continue to read.

Okay, I shall blast it out over here. My mother shouted at me because I buy all this she claim 'nonsense'. I am sad. Really. Is like, I buy all this things and I am really happy lah. I never shout back because I am sian. I had being spending lots lots on what I earn last month. In fact, I have being going to ATM so often. Too often already. I don't know why. The temptation to buy things is there.

The most concern problem is I am buying clothes. Because my mother think that I have alot alot clothes. And some clothes is like I don't even wear. Who don't face the problem of buy and never wear. I also don't know why I bought the clothes initially. Really don't know. Some is like regret lah. But, my mother don't understand. Really, she don't understand.

I know my boss did not give me additional days to work. And I don't mind taking up another job. Is not like I don't have the experience to take up 2job. But how am I suppose to find another tempo job. Hard seriously. I will not quit my current job even though of it's kiam siap pay. The reason is that will my next job be so flexible like my current job. That allow me to work 1day per week?? accomodate me to the maximum. And it is hard to be get used to another job.

I want more money. Please. My hp bill will be coming soon. Already 3month never pay already. Going to be damn high for sure. This time I will sure go pay. Every month, by right, transport and hp bill will be around $70++. For sure one. And I pay for my own school fees okay. Money make the world goes round isn't it?? I live in a confirm-not-rich family. And I don't understand why people who get more allowance than me, is also complaining poor. They get more from what I even earn.

Before I start work. I am like so useless. I don't shop. My clothes are limited. And, when I started to shop. My mother not happy. In the past, when I see things I like, I cannot buy. Reason is, no money. My friend bought this and that and I only can look and be jealous. That feelings sux to the maximum. I am a teenager, I also want what I really wanted. I hate shopping in the past to maximum.

Okay, end of complaining. Some things that I should feel bless. My mother shout at me, because she do care how much I am spending. She don't want me to spent all my hard earned money. I am born in a place whereby I have a safe shelter above my head. A complete family. Even though me and my bro not very good terms. Since his NS, we better already. Not silver spoon, but paper spoon also make me grow tall and fat.

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hii: you ... seriously ... damn ... FCUK ... cos ... i ... don't ... understand ... why ... you ... like ... to ... come ... my ... blog ... and ... scold ... vulgarities ... my ... beloved ... friend ... ^^
(this " hii " is my friend who love to scold vulgarities)

i wish i hope i need i want !!!

A no picture post. :(( Today went work lor. Apparently I received a sms to tell me go work on 11am. And 11am mean less sleep. I woke up at 9am. And left house at 10am. Lucky I found a seat at simei and slept all the way from simei to cityhall. Damn tired. Headache also. During my break, after eaten, slept again. Really tired. Anyway, today as expected, the number of people is damn few. Clap clap lor. Haha. Consider as not busy at all lor.

I love it when we colleague, the service crew come together and joke around. I love my colleague alot becaue I know they love me too. Seriously doted by them. And I was so touched by steve today. On last friday, we took same cab back to east. He gave me $50. I returned him $40 because by right, the fare should share. Then he was like nonono. Then pushing money here and there. He damn nice lah. Seriously. However, his mouth damn irritating. Like to suan people. Haha.

My schedule is like ZZZ. No comments. Working only on 3days. Thurs sat sun. Full shift. I am free on mon tues wed fri. Mon which is tml, going out with lipei. It had being ages since I last saw her. I guess. Shopping day out. Pocket going burst agian. Tues with mary and cecilia. Undecided to go where. Haha. Wed fri shall chiong maple. I just realised I am lvl 107. Haha. I thought I lvl 9x only.

I took a train home. And saw fangli. Haha. So qiao. We both is after work. She is at marina square and me at suntec. Haha. I am like a super bright and big light bulb between her and her bf. Haha. Damn paiseh also. But we did abit of catch up. Talk crap and nonsense. Haha. I miss tutorial already. Can't we just have school with tutorial, lecturer, no exam no project?? This will be a super ideal school for me. ^^

Tomorrow is 080908. It is a nice day? since I am going out with lipei. I seriously feel like getting my 4th ear pierce. ^^ Some memorable day I have. On my 16th birthday (271207), my maple 11finger level 100. On 080808, 3rd pierce. I shall have more memorable day to remember. ^^

I have many thing which I wanted to blog about. But ended up forgetting what to blog. ZZZZ. Okay shall end here and go to sleep ;DD

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dzikri: shall do that more often isn't it ?? ^^

i am thinking ...

I feel like slapping myself. I got a wrong mindset that I earn alot. I spent alot of money recently. Should just give myself one tight slap. Tomorrow going to work again. Initially, I planned to work on mon tues wed sun. Rest and go out kai kai on thurs fri sat. But apparently boss need people on fri and sat. LOL LOL. I am so sorry to lipei mary and cecilia. Planned to go out with them initially. Sorry my dear friends.

Today went out with sec4 friends. Okay laugh please. I think troublemaker will be coming to my blog and laughed at my super failed outing. Haha. Apparently, for today, only 3turn up for cycling. Haha. And the 3 include me too. Saw someone while waiting for my beloved friends to come. Got a shock seeing that person, the person was shocked too. Haha. ^^

Me dzik jon went cycling. Then px joey rambert came joining us. Px me jon went to bedok and rambert joey dzik went back tamp. Px left and me jon headed to bugis. Met up with edwyna xuhui kevin yihao. It had being ages since I last saw edwyna. Er, after collect O level results?? ^^

Let the pictures do the talking ... ^^

All ready for outing :))



On the bus with dzik and jon ...






At ECP ...




We cycle like less than 1 and the half hour and decided to rest. Haha. Like damn tired like that lor ...




The 3 of them came ...



Took our bike and went cycling ...





At bugis junction ...



I ate this which cost me $5.30. Okay I am kiam siap okay?? But I understand, bugis food junction is high class type. ^^



Xuhui slim down alot. ALOT ALOT LOR !!! I was like damn shocked when saw him lor.

In the past xuhui ...



and now ...



The shape of the face totally changed. :))

At food junction ... We were chatting regarding our own life. Xuhui on his ns life. Kevin on his class life. Especially xuhui NS experiece make us laugh ^^












On the way back. The giant and the dwarf ^^



Attempting to take picture with jon :))




Group photo on reflection ^^



Look carefully, yihao stupid head ...



That's all. Had great fun with them. Even though few people came. Too few people came. I am happy seeing some wo I had not seen for ages. Dzikri edwyna jonathan ^^ Catching up and gossiping is a must worr !!! haha ;;DD

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anf ig: linked :))
wanjun: linked :]]
kahming: linked :>
hii: yesh my lj haha ?? write your real name leh, people will get a shock haha ^^

what I really want is just ...

030908 wednesday

I had my IG camp. First time staying overnight at TP. Fun overall. We have the best group name of all. BRA. B for business R for retailmgt A for a&f. Nice and too easy to remember de name. Haha. ^^



During the LT games. Shawn tied his super-long hair. ((:



This was our mascot. Damn funny isn't it. Her name is ying ying.^^



During amazing race ...





I attempt to take a photo when we are running. But you see, they are running and so am I. -.- So the photo is blurry )):




At night ...

Our group took the whole box of apolio up to our bunk ^^



In the room :))




Went down to have supper ...




Went back to the room and ...

The first to sleep. Quite pro in fact, because the noise level was quite high. ;D





Look at the time :((



Majority of us only slept at 3++. I had quite a bad sleep. Is hard to have a good sleep when away from your bed. And also, slept only for like 4hours?? :((



Shawn on table :]

040908 thursday

Anyway, we pangseh our yingying in the LT. Haha. We did not bring her back to the room. Quite sad in fact. :((



Because of yingying. We won the best mascot. ^^ Actually there is more photos, but second day I really -.-already. Never really took any. However, the photos can be found on siaowei blog xDD
I went back home. Rest. Ate my remaining chocolate. My throat abit -.- because I ate too much chocolate. I love halzelnut chocolate to the maximum. The nut is super damn nice. I rest awhile, and left for mary's chalet.

I am stupid. Really sia. The 2 of them are never-fail-to-be-late. And I reach the earliest. Standing there to wait for them. Next time, I will be the last. Let them wait for me instead. xDD

Imagine roll down from there, paralyse? dead? or nothing happen ^^



In the chalet ...




We went to ehub and get this drink ...



ROAR !!! more photos are with mary. Photos please. Sent me. ^^

Anyway honestly, chalet are damn eerie. I don't like the feeling there. This is the first time I am at the second storey of the chalet. And is like super eerie lah. I prefer one storey much much better.

050908

In the morning, mary was like spamming my house phone. And being so tired of the lack of sleep during camp. I choose not to wake up and pick. I have my reason too, usually morning calls are for my mother, therefore, I rather let her friend just keep on calling and refuses to pick it up. Muahahaha. ;DD

The reason is because of the F1. She is in already. And I am not. I seriously think the kellyservices is like playing with us like that. Suddenly, only those with sms are in. Those without sms are sad of course. Then suddenly open to those who went to interview but never get sms. Then chu-pattern again, open to the whole TP student even though they did not went for the interview. Idiotic. But nevermind I had my job. ^^

I slacked for the first half of the day. It is shiok honestly. But thinking of going to work after that is damn sian. Anyway, since comex, I had being going to work late. Zzz. Really. I took my own sweet time to walk from mrt to suntec. Instead of walking like a bullet. Work was fine overall. Tio KP by one customer. Damn hate them. Idiotic idiotic idiotic !!!

Apparently the previous time, that means after comex, my colleague did not went for steamboat, all of them went home. Therefore we went steamboat yesterday. Boss treat. It was the first time when all suntec staff was around. Vic and boss was at wisma that day, and both of them came down too. ^^

On the way there. Suntec is near bugis. And bugis is full of places that have steamboat. ^^




While waiting for boss to come ...



The service crew. ^^ Okay, that my uniform when work. Imagine me wearing that and tied my hair. Laugh please. ;(




Let's start ... ^^





In between the meal I did not really took any picture. Because I was seriously hungry. Because it is like, I work 5pm. And I ate at 3plus. And all the way to 11. Sure hungry. Anyway the weight lose during comex is all back. ZZZ. Eating at night is the best and fastest way to get fat. SERIOUSLY !!!!



There was a total of 14people. Boss paid. $300++ Saw the notes. ^^ Cab home with steve. He is at bedok and me simei. :))

Regarding my work place. Is always complaint from it. When working outside, sure is must tahan. Others people scold you, you cannot scold back, only can tiam tiam let them scold. Regardless the person is my boss or the customer. This is a learning process. At this work place, I learnt many things. Understand many things also.

In fact, boss had being nice already. They accomodate us. Me and vic. They tried to accomodate to us of our timing. Understand that we are still schooling. Even though at times, they can be unreasonable to tell us to work at certain days, but is like, they already accomodate us, why can't we let them. It will be fair isn't it? Anyway, vic is not leaving already. Heng, if not sure I kenna alot.

I changed my blog song. Suddenly fell in deep deep love with this song. Damn nice can ^^ Anyway, I am going out with my beloved secondary friends later on. Haha. Sure spam photos. ^^ Also also, I still have chalet and part2 of science centre photos not blog yet. :((

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hohoho: yeah thanks ;DD

are you ?? are we ??

I am tired, I don't know why I feel to tired. Mentally and physically. By right since exam and school are over, I should feel bless and happy. But is like, instead of happiness, sadness step in. I don't know why, but I am freaking sian. Alot of things is in my mind. No where to vomit. And even if with my friend, will I be able to pour out everything?? One word. Sian.

I don't have time to blog. Got to go work already. Today work half shift, tomorrow meeting secondary school friends. I miss them crazy. Many photos waiting to be uploaded, slap my face please.

i miss ...

I am no life. Seriously. I realise straight after my main exam, I had being having super lack of sleep. All need my alarm clock to wake me up. Tiring. Really. After 4 days of battle on PC show, I did not really rest. Monday orientation, tuesday work, wed & today camp, and today night chalet. Slap my face please. I am damn tired. Tomorrow I working half shift. This is the first time I felt bless working half shift. Because, I can sleep later. Even though tiring, the urge to blog is damn strong. Lots of photos to be upload. Lots of things in hand UNDONE. Lots of sleep to catch and lots of money waiting to be earn. ^^

i am just tired of each and every single thing ...

I am going camp tomorrow. Hopefully it will be fun. Anyway, since my IG orientation was yesterday, my shorts and top is all wet. And today apparently rain-ed. I came home from work and start to bring my clothes all outside. Pray hard today don't rain and my clothes to be all dry by tomorrow. Haha.

Weekday at suntec rocks to max. Is like go there hit mosquitoes like that. Damn shiok lah. And also, I am working on friday half shift. I hate it. I rather full shift than half shift. Seriously, they damn suck, give me half shift. And today I really understand weekend suck and weekday rock. Weekend really is busy and weekday is like, nothing to do?? ZZZ.

I am going to work this three days next week. Monday tuesday wednesday. For sure. And maybe both weekend. Not working on thurs and fri, time to go out for fun already. Vic told me he is quitting. Don't know will really leave this job anot. Overall, this job is damn flexible.

I forgotten to bring things to work today. Initially was my rubber band to tie my hair. But I remembered when I am walking to lift. Then at lift, I remembered I forgotten to bring my belt. Zzz. Faint. Lucky they always have extra at suntec, if not sure late because of going back take. I also forget bring my order chit and pen. ZZZ.

My super lunch. They damn dote on me lah. Give me so much to eat. Anyway I am deeply in love with chawan mushi (steamed egg).




Today, there was ths huge order of take away. Many bento set was prepared. And in total it cost $500 ++. Damn rich isn't it ?? -.-




One of the fresh item, it can move okay?? I don't dare touch them because it bite.




After work, I took a chopstick and start to di siao siao them. I take them out and let them move around to 'exercise'. Haha. I think I am damn evil lah. ^^

My super working shoes. Lots of hole here and there.




The worst hle is the one at the bottom lah. Can even see my socks. Can even feel the ground. Once I step on water, that's it, that part of my socks will be damn wet. =.=

I changed my blog song yesterday. It is in cantonese. From a very old de song group. Already disband. But it is nice.



And this is in chinese version. :))



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kt: jiayou together for work ^^

i am sorry ... really sorry ...

I wanted to blog yesterday night. Apparently I was not so tired on the last day. Compared to other days. Maybe because the happiness that comex is over. And is damn irritating that boss end the closing of shop late. Damn late can?? Irritating to describe. Everyone so happy already then he still ... Anyway boss treated steamboat after work. I went home.

Steamboat have no advantage for me at all. Number one, cab fare I pay myself. Number two, grow fatter eating at night. Number three, sacrifice my beauty sleep. Haha. In the end I just took a cab with the kind lady back home. Chatted on msn with friend and neglected my blog. Haha.

Today was IG orientation. Fun day isn't it. I started the day with meeting tingwen at changkat primary school. Memories for us. We walked to tp. From simei to TP. Actually it is possible lah. Walk highway. 45minutes?? because we were like slow walking. Haha. IG orientation was fun. Seriously, better than the workshop orientation and the A&F orientation. ^^

Lunched with classmates at opposite TP and went home. I remembered the dates wrongly. The camp was on wednesday and thursday. And I am working on thursday?? I called jamie immediately and I am going to work tomorrow. Haha. Need work if not really no money. No pictures taken. ^^

i really don't know ...