Let me just say something that make me feel bless and care. Haha. Very happy you know. When I know it, I was like jumping here and there. Wahaha. The reason is ... i took a cab home. Haha. And is not I pay okay. At night from suntec to simei is expensive okay?? There is this super kind soul at other stall. Apparently they have super nice boss who allow them to claim for taxi fare. Each of them, taxi fare okay. Mine unless no public transport then taxi. Big big difference kay??

Took a taxi with this lady who lived in pasir ris. Haha. So shun lu isn't it. I am simei. Haha. Happy like crazy lor. I need not walk all the long way from suntec to mrt. Stand all the way from cityhall to simei. No need squeeze with people, no need wait, no need stand, no need smell other people armpit?? apparently, I am not so tall, imagine a guy taller than me stand infront me, raise his hand to hold the handle. Okay, I will get air pollution.

Today work was fine. Except at my work place there is this old fogey who is making me piss off. I hate him to max. Shall not elaborate. Whatever it is, damn sucks and disgusting. And also, today. Haha. Super traffic jam. I need to stand at the side to be traffic police to prevent them from anyhow walk. Is like, hard job also. The jam lasted for quite long. Zzz. But really lah, may be I am sicked or psycho, see the people jam there and I am happily walking here and there, the feeling damn shiok. Seriously. Haha.

I took this picture during my break.




Haha. See the amount of people. Damn nice lah. All jam and cannot move. I am sick. Slap my face please. Haha.

Somethings that my colleague told me that make me laugh happily to myself. Haha.

#1
We are suppose to sell the super expensive sashimi. Super exp okay?? And is irritating when boss give you the damn stupid face when you did not sell. Vic told me ytd night ...
we are service crew, not sale person. HAHA !!!

#2
Customer are coming into our places and telling us that there is no space to walk, the food will spill and all sort of nonsense. Reason is because of the horrible jam lah. And we are in a very difficult position to talk back them. And Jamie told me to tell them ...
very sorry, but you are disturbing our customers. HAHA !!!

#3
Look at the picture below. It may seems simple. But you see, this 3 are used to block the customer. Act as a obstruction for them to walk. And sometime they will just push this away all just walk over the things. Jamie told me ...
Once broken consider sold. You know this one very expensive anot. HAHA !!!



Okay nvm if you don't get the joke. I get it perfectly well. Damn funny seriously. Cannot take it. ^^

I went up to 4th floor to look for kt today. I think she understand why mary laughed so hard at my working shirt. Haha. Anyway, is nice to have friends working at the exhibition on top. I remember last time was qin they all working at popular book fest.

I have conquer 3days, and one more day to my release. I will be damn busy this few days ...

Tomorrow [sunday] = work
010908 [monday] = IG orientation
020908 [tuesday] = BSC (IG camp)
030908 [wednesday] = BSC (IG camp)
040908 [thursday] = work
050908 [friday] = work
060908 [saturday] = outing with beloved secondary friends
070908 [sunday] = work

Shopping with lipei. Outing with mary and cecilia. Buffet with whoever interested. 1a02 class outing. And last but not least, work more to get more money. Haha. Byeee ^^

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hii: ya lor sick, sick of you. haha ^^. nicole ... she is damn nothing-to-say. i have to ignore for the time being. ):

i am well prepared for the blow ...

I am sick. Seriously sick. But not when I am working. When I am at home and on the way to work, I will sneeze and sneeze and sneeze somemore. Damn irritating. I choose not to eat the medicine because I will feel damn tired the next day. It's always the same routine. Go work, come home, sneeze sneeze, blog blog, chat msn, sleep + sneeze, than go work again. Especially hate it when sneezing in the middle of the night. Irritating. No need sleep??

I woke up with a full of ache here and there. Damn sian. My leg damn pain anyway. It's being long since I last stood for long hours. Hard to adapt. My working shoes is damn spoil. Holes here and there. Worst is hole at the bottom of the shoes. As long as got water, I sian le. Socks will be wet. I must get a new pair.

I can conclude that yesterday was really mood swing. Today was fine. Perfectly fine. I asked myself ...

do i hate my job? yes sometimes, but i love it at times
do i hate my customer? yes those damn picky one. but some are great.
do i hate my boss? yes veri high chance, because he once scolded me and give me a bad impression
do i hate my colleague? yes got one who i hate to max and others was cool.
do i hate my working clothes? yes becos mary laughed so hard at it.
do i hate my working location? yes becos it is so far from me. travelling there is horrible.
do i want to quit? no. because this is the first job i stayed the longest and there is people who really care for me in the job.

As a waitress, I must of cos serve the food. There is this big metal pot who I hate to the max. One reason is it is heavy and full of soup that may spilt anytime. And today, at the counter, 2 pot sia. Zzz. They was snatching with me and telling me to go bill this rather than let me take the pot. I know how to take and can manage it but I just hate it to the max. They were damn nice lah.

I saw some familiar faces today. Quite suay in fact. I remember the previous pc show, one group of a&f walk past, one recognise me, and start laughing. Damn =.= ... This is the 3rd pc show of the year. First pc show was crazy, second was lol, third was haha (which is this time de). Morning and afternoon no kick. Because not much customer. But all the way from 5+ to 10+. TMD. Non-stop. NON-STOP hor?? Tomorrow will be horrible. I think will be non-stop all the way.

Sian sian sian, I shall go sleep. Wonder I will be blogging tomorrow anot. Hopefully still have the strength.

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yuanxin: haha quite cool, primary school memories. ^^
alvintan: ya que qian yong. money not enough lor, not like you so free everyday go out kai kai de. xDD
hii: my post so angry because I think of you. haha. another cb at home play dog. haha :))

trust me ... i will just be cruel ...

I am fcuk up today. Seriously fcuk up during work. Many reason. Many many reason. Don't feel like elaborating. May be mood swing. But seriously fcuk up. My face was obviously damn-bu-shuang today at work. I ran from my house to the mrt station because I was late. Fcuk up. Start work in a blur state of wtf should I do because I need time to adapt. And all the fcuk up things that happen during work. Plus so long din work, suddenly work, stand long hours, it is fcuk up too.

I think I am badly down with flu. I am so tired. But for now, I am complaining to vic regarding today. Today he is in suntec and the next 3 days at wisma. Wisma not enough people. Anyway, one day is torture for me. 3 more days to go. For the sake of money. Fcuk up lah.

sick and tired of every bull-shiting-things ...

Exam is over. Finally isn't it?? Even though only 3 papers, it is heavy. Consistent revision is really a must. Shall not comment more on the results, shall wait till get back the grades then can say anything. I am happy that exam had end, holiday come, more money will be spent, more work will be done.

I changed my blog song. Abit sian of the previous one. I don't know what to changed and put this song. Very long ago de song but is really very nice. LOL. I think I am catching a cold soon. Had being having very bad sneezing here and there. I hate it. I hate being sick.

Anyway going to library had become a torture whenever outside is raining heavily. I hate it to the max. It is horribly cold. Too cold already. I am like shivering?? I had enough of TRL air con. Too cold. Also cannot say anything regarding this. Even if feedback also like no use. Sian. Anyway studying over the weekend is nice. I have company from rijia and qingling. Study mates last year. At least someone to accompany me eat lunch.

Today, before the exam ...






Okay, today after exam, girls day out with mary and cecilia. Full of fun. ^^

First incident of the day. After our POM exam, mary was urgently finding a toilet to S-H-I-T. We were damn embarrasing lah. Running and chasing after her because she was so urgently wanted to S-H-I-T. We went to the first floor and apparently all the toilet was so filled with people.





And we ran to design. Haha. And unfortunately, Mary told us her S-H-I-T don't want come out. Zzz. Okay, we left tp.



Then we went to the super crowded bus stop. Mary decided that she shall go home to S-H-I-T. Haha. She left us and went home and me and cecilia took bus 23 to tamp inter. On the bus there were tingwen, my beloved primary school friends and her classmates. Tingwen had being such a great friend. Every morning, I will be the light bulb walking with her and another classmate to school.

On the train to Jurong East ...








Omg, what is this. It is, mary ez link card on the floor. Haha. She dropped her ezlink card. We was on the bus already. We dropped at the following stop. We went back to the interchange, me and dorothy discovered the ez link card at the same time. And was laughing like some crazy.




You see, the ezlink card is red. And is so obvious from far. Apparently no one took it. I think the face on the ezlink card brought second thoughts to people who wanted to take the ez link card. Haha. xDD

We went to science centre. LOLS ^^



This was at the entrance when we enter. I ran down to took a picture. And, dorothy fell down. Zzz. The 2 of them was laughing. LOLS.

I shall let the photos do the talking ...









Eat me up ...



Come to me ^^













Okay end of part one. Took super long to upload the pictures. More to come. Lols. Fun day out with them. For the next four days and next week. I will be super busy. I was thinking of going back to east spring secondary school. But come to think of it, working isn't much better, see customer face better than see some faces. LOL. I am full of anticipation for sept6. Haha.

I am so scared that tomorrow I cannot adapt to work. Too long never work already, scared hard to adapt. Happy see my colleague not happy see my boss and customer face. Scared to see my friend. LOLsss. Okay shall post other photos next time. ^^

certainty ... risk ... uncertainty ???

Today was FA paper. Quite okay for me. Tomorrow POM. And I am blogging over here. =.= Shall study later on. Today nothing happen, but mary and cecilia words make my mind go blank and start to have many thoughts. Everything is just nonsensical isn't it?? Brought a full-of-question-mark mind to TRL. Unexpectedly all the thoughts changed into motivation and I study quite well over there. It was super cold because outside was raining. Today last day at TRL. 6 weeks not going there.

Mary words especially knock sense into me. All this problem shall be solve and think after POM papers. I very sian. Seriously ...

reality is always cruel ... isn't it ??

HAHA. I am super happy now. Don't ask me why I am happy. HAHA. I am going crazy soon. Omg please savc me. HAHA. I am sosososo happy today. OMG LAH !!! Today had being such a wonderful day.

Except the non-stop rain that make me shiver in TRL. First time. Really damn cold. Due to outside non-stop rain. I left TRL quite early today. Shall elaborate more on TRL next time. Things do happen at library de.

Anyway, I am obsessed with this video. This is part of the show 'it started with a kiss'. Aired years back. Second was 'they kiss again'. Both ISWAK and TKA is damn nice can. Especially ISWAK. I had being watching that for this few days. To de-stress.



POM had being crazy. FA is not as good as anything too. Sa-yo-na-ra :))

tags replied
alvin: same same ;D
claricia: xie xie ni ^^
xh fan: reply reply reply =.=

we are both waiting ...

One paper down, 2 more to go. I make a big mistake for my econs. I shouldn't had just mug on the theory base and ignore totally on my practising of exam papers. I only start papers at night. Big mistake. It is like, explain and explain, suddenly my mind so blank. And also damn pek cek for me. I don't like the feeling of last minute study. In fact I hate it to the max.

It is so different from mid sems paper. Now I feel that mid sems paper is a bless and main exam paper a torture. Anyway, 7marks gone for my econs paper. Hopefully can get my desired grade. You see, TP papers allow people to leave early. And when jollene left, me and mary who sat directly vertical to each other, look at each other, and laugh. And when each person went out, we laugh. Zzz. Damn lao kui. In a exam room laughing to yourself?? must be mad isn't it??

After exam, went outside TP to eat. It is the same old usual place whereby the 3 of us will go. But, our beloved mary pang seh us. So me and cecilia went there and chat and chat. Chat regarding lots of things. ^^

She went home and I went TRL. Quite packed in fact. Lucky I get my desired seats and table where I usually sat. I was so moodless at the library. No mood to study. Intended to revise my pom, but failed. Wanted to go home but I did not bring my house key. Wasted my time there in fact.

But, many things came through my mind. Many many things. Some things that I would not even tell my friends. The happy times and heartbreaking times that I experience in the past. Why I did not tell my mother but choose to tell my friends. I was thinking, if I am a mother myself, wouldn't I want my child to share her thoughts and feel with me. However, if I tell my mother, will she give me advice or reprimand me? Seriously, I am not a fillal daugter at all. Not at all.

Don't know how to say and how I felt when I am alone at TRL thinking some things.

Left TRL. Cecilia and mary make a prank on me. Seriously make my mood go to the lowest. Lowest of all. I imagine if their prank is true, I think I will breakdown. They seriously make it seems so real to me. Sad. Really very sad. Anyway, when I go home, my mother still not home. Zzz. I was left alone downstairs waiting for her. It is about to rain at that time, my hp batt dead becos talk too long with them, and wind blow on me. It's damn cold. And also, I am suffering from a buay-tahan bladder. =.=

In the morning when I going to school. The lift decided to dui-bu-qi me.




It's out of order and I live at the 10th storey. Lucky there is another lift that is working. Imagine one lift only, then breakdown, then I going home. Zzz. Climb 10th storey up. =.=

My beloved cat. Always at the same position. Come to me when I taking her picture. Very skinny also. ^^



Some pictures from TRL. Obviously since it is a public library, no food and drinks. But I want to drink bubble tea so badly, trying to make my way out. Actually, bubble tea is quite nothing. Thinking back the days with my dearest friend at library, we always buy all sort of nonsense to the library for consumption. The worst is we buy the whole jiam-tao-lou-di that one. French loaf in english. Haha. Damn lao kui for that one.




Photo taken today. Damn sian, take picture lor. ^^




Oya this my additional ear hole. Okay no big deal. But is pain for me. I itchy hands go take out the ear stick and hard to put back in. Damn pain and bleed. Stupid. Then my mother came with a good-for-my-earhole thing and apply. And I manage to push back in. I think is swollen at that part. :((



Okay, shall end here. Went home no mood to study. Today did zero study. Tomorrow TRL again. Shall mug hard for the other 2papers. Byebye ... ^^

tags replied
dzikri: yeah, miss you lots too. shall cya soon. ;DD
alvintan: haha yupx long time no see. life is filled exam for me now. LOLS xD
mean monkey: thanks ((:

are you here to see ??

I went TRL again. Seriously no life. I study for long hours. Really long hours. Me myself and I alone in the reference section. With lots of stranger and familiar faces studying or should I say mugging inside there. I study alot. Very detailly. Memorising work done alot. Until I very tired. POM make me sick and tired. Really sick and tired. Too many facts to absorb. I know that econs is on friday. I only start econs today and faces problem. Don't understand here and there. ZZZ.

Tomorrow shall be fully on econs. One and only econs. Econs must understand, pom must memorise, and FA is about practising. I haven lay a finger on FA yet. Shall bang the wall soon. Faint. Not enough time to handle all this.


Oya, remember the glass I talked about in my previous post. HAHA !! in the morning someone bang on to it again. Since it is in the morning, there is not much people. And I was alone laughing. Like I damn back. The uncle opposite me was like looking at me and shaking head. LOL. Guilty. But you see, the same thing happen twice and is so freaking funny seeing. Damn funny lah.

Tags replied

[taken from my previous post]

Therefore, you can continue to tag and say I am 'fat, ugly, freak, 11finger, and all sort of comment. Okay, continue please. ^^
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in my mind every single second ...

I am happy. Smsed some of my beloved friends of this matter. Because I am angry. I am angry and piss off in the morning when I saw this tag. Your goal is reached. ^^ Andandand, they give me very good advice. Thanks my dear. Therefore, you can continue to tag and say I am 'fat, ugly, freak, 11finger, and all sort of comment. Okay, continue please. ^^
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Day out at TRL again. Like I said, I am angry, I wasted my time being angry with them. And ended no time for study. Zzz. But I still managed to clear some topic. Damn heavy and hectic for me. POM seriously suck to the core. Really hate it like crazy. All the facts is damn demanding for me.

This is TRL. Apparently at the photocopy place, they added a sliding glass door there. I think seriously no use.






Look carefully, there is a 'press' over there to press so to open the door. So, when you go in, press the thing, and when you come out from there, the door is sensor at the other side. Then... Very randomly, a loud bang came from there.

Someone bang onto the glass at the inside.
The door then open.
He came out, his hands on forehead rubbing it.
Everyone was holding the laughter, including me.
Then he walked out the reference.
Everyone who witness laugh.
So it mean people near the photocopy place, which include me.
Damn funny incident. ^^

2 of my pen went out of ink.



On sunday, eyes stuck to the TV watching the pingpong match. Nice one in fact. I like the mascot for olympic. All 5 mascot damn cute. Seriously. :))






Pictures taken from my handphone. I shall start screwing POM hard in its face. Seriously, pom sucks to the maximum.

i am waiting for ...

To save trouble, I had deleted the tags that my 'beloved' ex classmates had left for me. However, I should still reply to your tags. I am proud of my name, ang xiu hui, the both of you don't have a name?? tag your real name please. ^^

4e4-ians: Yeah, talked about my 11finger when suan me, that's what chidish people usually do. You are not the first one. [[: I know I am ugly and you are?? Too handsome or too pretty? When your song ka, I will play this song for you. :))

4e4: I din know that my beloved 4e4 class have any handsome?? ;x

Ask more of your clique to come visit my blog so that I can have higher hits. Thanks ah.

** sian, I accidentally archive all my tags and all gone =.=

I am blogging when I should be studying. Study like some crazy people at TRL. It is a good thing I saw many TP students there. I think they are I guess, because all of them came so early to TRL. Can't imagine poly students being so hardworking. Andandand, many of the poly student left at lunch hours. =.=

Okay, I am suan-ing them. Unlike me I am super guai. Study all the way to the night. Slap myself hard, my pen totally no ink. Usually in my pencil box, only 1 pen have ink. And I always lazy to put in the refill. All 3 pen no ink. Zzz. Went out to buy, no choice. Wanted to get a bubble tea as well, but it was raining so heavily. Air con at TRL was damn unbearable. I left TRL and still raining. Zzz. I am scared that I will catch a cold, it's terrible to be sick.

Okay, shall stop here.

jonathan: :DDD shall have outing soon ^^ must stare at your damn handsome face den will make me happy ^^
hii & xiuhui lover : I love you x33

i just want you to know ...

It's being quite long since I last blogged. The part on my presentation was done on the day itself. I think I had not blog for like 2-3days. CSA sucks. Really sucks. Make me study like some crazy people at TRL. Mug and mug somemore. Don't like computer related stuff. Today a super long day. Full of crazy, angry, happy and unhappy. Haha...

Actually I have lots lots of past photo that I took and no chance to blog. Lazy upload so many photos already.

CSA came to an end finally. Finally sia. The test was alright. I woke up in the morning and read some. Really damn exhausted. Don't like the feeling of last minute study. I think I damn overconfident because apparently I started on CSA very long ago. But stopped due to overwhelm project. And I act seh. So... last minute. :((

After CSA test, we went exercise... ^^



She was chasing me initially. I am a sore loser. Too fat. Cannot run at all. Run less than half a round. I raise a orange flag to give up already.



During her second round, I went backward to find her ... ^^




And mary after 2 rounds. She damn good in running lah. I will faint if 2 rounds.





Me the sore loser lah....



Then we went to the school gym. First time going to a gym. Except the super louya and alot-equipment-CMI of my secondary school gym. Haha.









Then we went to jurong cafe and lunched. TM to buy birthday present because we are attending a birthday party at night. AND... Some things and.... Let the bygones be the bygone, forgive and forget. ^^

Went home and slacked. Slacked without any worries. Haha. Apparently after CSA test, the weight load on my shoulder become alot lighter. And left the house to meet them at tamp inter. Mary was like... WOA!!! changed so fast. Haha. In terms how she look and how she wear. LOLS.

During the birthday party... haha, shall not elaborate too much. ^^ Then we went playground...












Cecilia demostrating our commskills project. ^^



Today end. Last day I am slacking. From tomorrow onwards. Mug and mug somemore.

170808 (sunday) - study with peiying at BK
180808 (monday) - library mug
190808 (tuesday) - library mugs
200808 (wednesday) - library mug somemore
210808 (thursday) - mug more and more
220808 (friday) - throw away econs books
230808 (saturday) - mug for fa and pom
240808 (sunday) - mug somemore ...
250808 (monday) - full time muggers :((
260808 (tuesday) - throw fa book
270808 (wednesday) - throw all the books away from my sight
280808 (thursday) to 310808 (sunday) - work like some mad people
010908 (monday) - IG orientation

Kill me please. After 010908, anyone want go out?? Please give me a sms. I very on and steady de. Go where also can, depend I like. Haha.

tags replied
fang: haha, yupx, on that day. ^^ your eyes only got me, that's why u saw my presence. ^^

we are not moving ...

And it's our turn... Credits to Koonteng, she was the one helping me to take my group photo. Thanks. ^^ While waiting for the visual to be start up...






First... GARY !!! :))



Then it was me. Do I look professional. Look is deceiving...

I seriously don't know what I am thinking when presenting. I am laughing to myself. Like some idiot laughing to yourself during your own presentation. Damn embarrassing and I seriously can give myself one tight slap to wake myself up.






Third was cecilia :))




Mary was fourth :))




Shawn was fifth :))




Last but not least... Eugene :))




And this is our group ^^



Honestly, in my comm skills group. Most trouble faced. And also most sian subject. But overall, everything end with a smile. Thanks my friend. :D

During the presentation...



I am really sian during the presentation. I so panicked and laugh?? ZZZ. Controlling my laughter is one main problem I must overcome...

After presentation... Pardon me for all the spam photos...





Like I said, I hate the subject don't hate the tutor. Thanks devin for everything. ^^



xiuhuan was unhappy/reluctant/don't-want/really-don't-want to take pictures with me. :((



Acting cute. o.o



Went out business school and caught my CP. Let's take picture too. ^^



At the ATM, saw my beloved darling pearl. Long time din see her. Even though we same business school. She was in her formal wear too. So, we should take picture too. HAHA. It's being quite a while since we talked and talked. We took the same bus and chatted so loudly on the bus. We were gossip here and there. All latest, shocking and lame news regarding our secondary school. HAHA. x33 her lah ^^



The pigeon crossing the road to find his/her mate... Okay, I am lame. =.=





I went to TRL. And guessed who I saw.




They was so shy isn't it? I saw verrine and jonathan. Super great study mates during O LEVEL. OMGOSH... I miss the times in TRL crapping. ^^

And now, presenting to you jonathan super handsome face...






He has finger nails longer than mine. Shall help you medicure. ^^ Long time din see him already. Since poly started. Seriously miss his damn handsome face. Shall have gathering soon my friend. :))

Okay, I took like ages to do up this post. Damn long and damn lots of pictures. Stupid blogger, photobucket you rocks. ^^

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part 2 of the presentation :))
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This post no picture. Basically I did not took many pictures today. Today was a super sian and sad day for me. Somehow. In the morning, woke up so reluctantly and went to TRL first. School only start at 2pm. Damn timing seriously. Studying in the morning at TRL is lovely, quiet with nobody. But very soon, when the people come, it become somehow sian. I enjoy study until night at TRL. It's the best.

I study CSA until I am so reckless and sian, went to school and used the comp. Then it was POM lecture. Super boring lecture. Going through the overview for each chpt. Apparently the lecturer don't know that WE the student WANTED tips, AND not revision notes. Okay, the lecture was boring and I am super hungry. FA was at 1600. Lecture end around 1545. Ate junk food and went class. FA last tutorial. Took picture with Mrs Lew. Shall post it next time.

This is how I feel lah ...

I am someone with high expectation for my studies. I admit. I wanted to be the top of all. Who don't want to be?? I work hard like some crazy mugger, but still get results that failed my expectation. From my mid sems test results. I am utterly dissapointed with my FA because I did not get a A which I wanted. And POM even though was 'not bad' but I am still unhappy. I admit this is how unhappy I felt initially.

But now... All this is numb already. Accounting and finance is damn competitive. Competitive until I regret coming into this course. Competitive enough to make me feel like a dot on a A3 paper. I feel in-significant there. It's not only the competitiveness make me think wider for my results. In terms of I don't have such a high expectation already.

The first test that make me feel so demoralise was of course Commskills summative test. Commskills group project and all sort of nonsense from commskills. Commskills is one subject that make 'my high expectation go down to the lowest'. Getting a B3 for my O level was the most unexpected one. Damn unexpected. And this of course give me a wrong mindset that my english is 'not bad'. In fact my english is 'not bad', but 'very bad'.

I am not those that din get A will scold all vulgarities. Think that I have high expectation for all 'commskills, CSA, econs, FA, POM'. I don't have. And I will not be damn sad if I did not get a A. Please lah, I am not. My commskills get C for the individual written assignment, I am sad of course. But I will not be emo on my blog and say... ' haiz die liao get C '.

Best if my commskills get B. C is good enough for me already. And D will definitely make me cry. As for all other subject. A 'B' will be satisfied enough for me. No more straight As that I will be thinking. And also to add on. Respect is something that must be shown. Do not take things for granted. Respect others to get back the same respect. The damn attitude is damn sucky. Please don't make me attitude back.

Okay, this is how I feeled. End of story. Full stop.

End of story for what I typed above. Today also very sad. Haiz. Don't know how to describe my mood. Yesterday was heavenly and today was hell. It's always the same process. Put me in hell please. Don't make me go heaven. I feel so terrible dropping all the way down.

tags replied
iluvxiuhui: oh yes. I am so willing to be your stead. But you see, I am not lesbian my dear friend. I am just a gay ;DD

i just want to know how ...

Tuesday, August 12th 2008.

The second formal day for our class. Ps, there is more spam photos compared to the previous time. Sorry. I am crazy when it come to photo taking.

Our group met at 9am. I overslept because alarm clock did not ring. Reached at 10am. Only shawn and cecilia there. The last to reach was non other than ...



He was being locked outside. We were all laughing.



In the project room after all 6 of us arrived. ^^




The card on top was mary. She damn kua zhang can (compared to me and cecilia)??



And again, the same old person was being locked outside the room. xDD







Serious work when we were outside, rehearsing ^^





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part one of the presentation and also part one of my beloved 120808. Putting all togther make my blog unable to show. Sad. Please wait for part 2. ^^
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Yesterday did not blog. Sad. Reason is I have no time. Was doing some nonsense on my comp. Today a super fine and happy day. For me. :DD

Monday

On monday there is only one lesson which is POM. I am so freaking tired because of waking up so early. Cannot take it. Especially when I work on sunday, then monday have to wake up. Anyway sunday was my last day at work. After exam then I am going back there. I brought all wishes and luck from my beloved colleague for my exam. Haha. Going to miss them like crazy.

Take a look at my super deep dark eyes circle when we at project room...



Mary, when she is infront presenting. She was trying to hide from the camera. But failed. ^^



Must be wondering what the below picture is. It is... someone 'not mary' leg 'kiapping' someone 'not cecilia' highlighter.



I love this picture the best. Is damn kuku the 3 of us wore the little miss. Number one, it is already very kuku wearing little miss already. Imagine seeing 3 people wearing same colour, same pattern but different wordings. It is more kuku. Somemore in poly, not in primary school. Overall, we are cute. Haha. x33



LEFT. chatterbox. CENTER. shy. RIGHT. trouble.

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I was stuck over here. I was trying my best to upload all my pictures. But blogger just give me trouble and trouble. Solution way in and out is to use photobucket. Now, uploading all my photos into photobucket first. :]
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Everything will come to an end eventually. And POM tutorial ended, soon which is tomorrow, POM lecture end. Then it will be POM main exam end. Then you can just throw away your POM book.

After POM last tutoral...




Thank Dr H C Matthew Sim. For teaching me POM.

After school...







I was looking for my formal shoes. The shoes was buy one get one free. Okay, I am auntie. Found my formal and get another covered shoes for some other purposes. Sat on the floor and try. Seriously lazy to go to the seat and try. Damn irritating. Mary took this picture. ^^



Cecilia bought 2 pair of shoes too.



Mary acting 'young'...





All aunties' with shoes shoes shoes. Haha...



I am tired LA !!!!


I headed to TRL but then I realised monday that all government school have no school. Faint. No space in TRL at all. How to study?? Went home and spent my day on zero studying. =(

The shoes that I bought...




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I am not having PMS. Mine just over. So don't think that I am having mood swing. This is the only place whereby I can rant out all my unhappiness. Today is a super fine day. For me initially. At night all this shit came throwing around. I did not get hit by the shit but the smell of it make me feel suck. In group project, accomodate, accomodate and accomodate somemore. Okay I accomodate but I really must rant out my unhappiness. Please do not feel offended from this post. I need a place to shout out my nonsense rather than shouting in your face. I am not happy. Very not happy. All a sudden, everything changed. All the things changed. So suddenly?? and where am I when all the sms came?? I was in the bus after work. After a full day work, a tiring day. Even though not many customer, but I am tired. Work was smooth today. No fights, no arguements, no nonsense, best of all, no boss.

Okay fine, don't know WTF I am talking about. I am tired already. Really tired of all the nonsense I get from project. Poly sucks with the project. I don't hate school, don't hate exams but hate projects. I am tired, fucking tired, fucking hell tired already. Projects for this sems will come to a big full stop 2 days later. My parents was wondering why I stayed up late on many night, they asked: project or playing?? I will always said " project will end when exam come ". Projects are just big fuck. The biggest of all.

Okay I felt better already. Talked to someone on msn. At least someone talked to me. If not I will explode. Thanks my friend.

poly is full of F projects, F projects and more F projects.

On weekend, I will be busy. Saturday study. Sunday work. Changed my blogsong. I like this song alot. Shall not waste time on blogging. Bye bye. Happy birthday my beloved singapore. ^^

tags replied
hii: yupx great time out with you. without you, no one to scold cb me :))

i just want to ...

I love singapore. Happy national day. Happy 43th birthday.^^



I love Singapore... a place where I lived for 16years plus :))

Today is a very meaningful day. Just in case you don't know, today is not only the day before 'happy national day' but also the day of 080808. This day shall not be just wasted away like that. ^^ I wore like a super national flag today. Red top and white bottom. :))



Morning, late for FA. Sian. This time FA very funny. Got template. Haha. Was taking my template and waving to mary and cecilia from my seats. I am so evil. I remember last week I was the last to reach and fortunately for me, no template is given out. :))

Econs lecture was super long. Lecture plus tutorial. No break. Solid one half an hour with new theory throwing in your face. Super hard to concentrate at the last half an hour. I expected econs to end early so I can do my print out for my project, but it end at 1140. Went to mensa with the guys. I ate like bullet train. I was so worried that I don't have enough time to do all the necessary stuff.

I left when px came back with his food that he bought from salad bar. Salad bar food is nice but the queeue is super long. We all ate finish and px came and start. I left and chiong back to business. Saw this at mensa and decided to be a crazy woman taking some stupid picture.

It looks like some things just collapse isn't it?? At mensa 2.




Our group when presenting econs. Credit to xiuhuan. They help me took all the pictures. ALOT ALOT OF PICTURES. THANKS ALOT... ^^














Me and the econs project. I am seriously crazy. Fancy taking pictures with all my end product project. ^^



We er, don't know say how many class people, met at mushroom and took a picture. Haha. Very random photo. I wanted to stand at mushroom and take. Best of all. To embarrased myself. -.-



We took bus from TP to suntec. Pro isn't it. That's what I always do to get to suntec. We went to marina to watch movie. Watched 'Money not Enough 2'. Rate it 5/5. Must catch movie. Funny and touching. I dropped a few tears. Mary cry until damn loud. Zzz. Embarrasing.

In the bus...







Ps. Alot of spam photos on bus. Haha. Boring and nothing better do. We bought our ticket and went arcade. It's nice entering arcade after so long not going in.

The first game we played, the 3 of us played the similar game, and mary, seriously, cannot play game de. She first to lose out.



2nd game. The 2 of them played time crisis. And without failed, mary lose to cecilia.




Than the 3 of us played DAYTONA.





I get 2nd, and guess mary get... 3RD !!! Mary REALLY cannot game de... It's being quite a while since I last played on para para. They help me took photo. ^^




We wanted to take neoprints. BUTBUTBUT, lack of neoprints shop at marina square. Just some random photos.



This was on one of the model hand sign. Interesting isn't it?? xDD



Our movie ticket. $10 okay, a bomb to me, pinch to mary, and nothing to cecilia. :xx



I sat at the centre during the movie. ^^ my seat number was 13th :))



Bought the ticket and we headed to bugis for ear piercing. Unfortunately there is non at marina square. In the bus on the way to bugis street.



We pierce. Pierce my ear. Mary too. When mary did hers, I was like already determined, okay I am not piercing. But, second thoughts came to my mind. I don't want to regret. Today is a meaningful day. Must do meaningful things. Okay fine, hit my ear. Pain intially, grabbing on to mary hand so hard. But after that it was fine. We initially planned to go back after movie for another hole. LOLS

Before the movie, as singaporean, we will buy snacks first. We were like some crazy people looking for 7-11 at marina square. Then the 2 of them very bad.

I went down the escalator first. They were so lagging behind. Than I reached bottom of escalator. Then they were making hand gesture to indicate that I wrong way, and made me went up. YES CORRECT, I went up and they came down. Damn bad can. Finally found our beloved 7-11, bought the snacks and went for our movie.

After the movie, it was already 9++. Wanted to dine at sakura but ended up at LJS. Regretted. We were not so hungry but order so so so much food. Zzz. Should have headed to bugis instead. I rather have one more hole on my ear rather than more fats. zzz. SUPER DUPER REGRETTED GOING TO LJS.... :((




Going back home ...






That's all my folks, super long post spam with photos. I love my new pierce. Very nice. I miss my colleague. LAST BUT NOT LEAST ... HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!!! ^^

tags replied
hii: i sure i know you well. you are my one and only dear. ^^

time is making everything go 'tasteless'??

This shall be a long post. Yesterday super tired and headache. Remeber the chocolate bar I bought. Eat finish already. ZZZ. I have super stomach to contain all my nonsense. I ate too much chocolate and resulted in very bad headache. I slept at 1030. First time slept so early. =.=

Wednesday

Anyway, for FA, I was marked late. Sibei sian sia. Late leh. I late because the damn bus. I was waiting for bus for 20minutes sia. Mark LATE LEH !!! Than it was the last lecture of CSA. Finally, CSA is a big crap. Especially the theory part. It is the worst of all. Than met up for last touch up of econs. Econs project also coming to an end on friday. Very good.

After econs. We walked out of the school. And of course walk out of business school. And there is this milo van outside. Mindset = woohoo, free milo. ^^ Then there is this 2 auntie below who take 2, so greedy. Zzz. Take 2 not for friend but for themself lor.

Evidence. xDD



And of cos, me being influenced by auntie took 2 too. HAHA.



Clean, nice, empty... :))




I went to TRL after that. Initially totally no mood for study, but when... hahaha. Got mood, cleared one chapter of CSA. CLAP CLAP CLAP !!! ^^

Today

Morning was CSA lab. 9am again. Hate it when the timetable say 9am. Had to wake up early. RELUCTANTLY. Tutor was late. She was a very nice lady. And my 2 dearest friend was later then her. Zzz. Okay, then we did on past year papers. Seriously, the theory was quite manageable, but when it come to test papers, I faint. It is like all is application question. My theory knowledge not strong, that's why very sianz also.

Anyway, today CSA lab also quite fun. Talk cock and cock and more cock. The reason is tutor is not teaching. Not teaching super sian stuff like excel, dreamweaver or flash. Usually, I cannot catch what she say. Zzz.

After CSA lunched at ITAS. Don't know why, every thursday go ITAS eat. Honestly, ITAS food is not nice and expensive. Conclusion, TP food is really not nice and damn expensive. I prefer outside TP food much much better lor. I still think my mother cook food best of all.

Then it was comm skills. Very short comm skills. Tutor talked to individual group. Since we are the first group, we left first. Headed to comp lab to touch up on econs again. Zzz. Cecila left first...

In the comp lab ...




Then today, again, outside business school was full of events. And there is this thing whereby you sign up, spin the wheel, and win prize. The highest prize was thumbdrive. ANDANDAND, Mary get a thumbdrive. JEALOUS LAH !!!



And I got a donut. =.=



And don't know what's wrong, the donut drop, and the chocolate face down and I catched, and my hands. We were laughing like some crazy people at mushroom. Sad sia, my only donut.



Usually if you are at home, the most natural reaction to this is... you will lick the chocolate. CORRECT?? don't lied and say that's disgusting hor.

Mary: lick it
Me: you siao ah, public leh.
Mary: if at home leh?
Me: i will lick lah
Me: den you leh?
Mary: i also will lick.

HAHA. Because of this, we start laughing again. =.=



I am not licking of cos, just posing for the camera to take.

After that, we went out of school and headed to TRL again. Had being going there for this few days. No choice. It was horrible there today. Outside was raining heavily and make TRL damn cold. Woa, very sian when is like that. It is the worst timing to study at TRL sia. When outside rain so heavily. ZZZZ.

It took me 1hour to reached home. Damn angry with the bus. I waited for bus 38 for half an hour at tampines interchange. INTERCHANGE LEH !!! 30minutes at interchange is unforgivable. Reached home with a heavy bladder waiting to burst out and a empty stomach.

Okay, shall settled my econs and start comm skills. Someone please tag at my tagboard leh, damn died leh. TAG PLEASE !!! :))

tags replied
tingwen: hihi :DD

define friends. define very good friend. define enemies.

I am in zero mood to study, totally zero mood. The day started when I reluctantly open my eyes and think that today I go school because of one subject that I don't like at all. ZZZ. It's stupid going to school just for 2 hour, but that's quite find too. Okay, don't know what I am talking. For yesterday today and tomorrow, school for 2hour only. ZZZ. I woke up and found zero breakfast, open fridge.. CHOCOLATE!!! omg, I was thinking, sure is my brother buy de, but he is not around, eat one or 2 pieces nvm. Seriously the chocolate make my day in the morning. ^^

p.s. I went to buy another bar of chocolate before coming back home. I love chocolate with halzelnut. ESPECIALLY THE GOLDEN BALL !!!




Chocolate do make my day happy. And make my weight to go +++ ...

Today comm skills is about the individual trial presentation. I was praying like some mad people that I will not be called, and my wish came true. WAHAHAHA!!! I was laughing like crazy regarding this matter. HAHA !!!! Photos shall be posted on class blog. ^^

The 3 of us went outside school for lunch. Nice lunching with them. Then I headed to TRL. I was forcing myself to study and all sort of nonsense I was thinking about. ZZZ. At least manage to clear 2chpt of CSA. And at home, do nothing. Slap myself please. Seriously I am a failure who cannot concentrate in studying even though I know I have no much time left.

Pictures from yesterday, during our POM tutorial ...





Really love the 2 of them lots lots lots. They make my day happy. ^^

we are here together ...

I don't take other's attitude. Even if you are my friend. Don't show me your attitude like what-so-ever. I am not saying this infront of you becaue you don't know that I am unhappy about you already. I am not your maid that you will called 'xiuhui' when you need me for what-so-ever and 'oi' me when I am no use to you. Please bring out your basic respect to me. To my dear friend, you may not know who you are, you may think you are the one, but whoever is whoever, enough of your damn attitude on me.

Okay, ranting on the above paragraph for sudden piss off by someone. Damn piss man. I am currently doing on my trial presentation for tomorrow, got a feeling the whole class will be asked to present. Zzz. Don't know. 3minutes and I don't know what shit I am going to crap about. Hate comm skills to the maximum. Follow by CSA. This few days, I am going to swallow the CSA notes page by page. It is damn hard to digest all computer stuff.

Anyway more update on work on saturday. I went to work because huizhen was sick with no voice. When I reached, steve mouth start to suan me...

[[ he just came back from his reservist for 2 weeks ]]

steve: 好久不见
xiuhui: ya lor
steve: 变 ‘霉’了 [i thought 美]
xiuhui: 我知道。谢谢。
steve: 我指的是霉。

LOL. He was trying to say that I 发霉了。ZZZ. His mouth also very suan people. =.= Anyway, it was boss turn to go t reservist. Apparently many seems to be happy about it. 2weeks. We people were like .... AWWWW ;))

I love the feeling that I am being doted and loved at work. Everyone over there take care of me because I am the youngest. Vic was propaganda to me all the negative. Zzz. I still love there alot. No worries. I stayed there because of my colleague and not my boss.

I am lazy to upload picture. Therefore, this post all words. Busy doing my stuff. BYEBYE xDD

tags replied
hii: of cos I know who are you... know you too well my dear ^^
passerby: Some of his pictures are not taken by me. I usually take random snap shot only. You are? :]

i have already give up hope ...

This weekend had being busy and hectic for me. My usual plan is saturday mug at TRL and sunday work like crazy. On saturday, there is some sort of mini fire accident that happen at my block. I am still alive. The incident happen at 2nd storey, I lived on 10th storey. :))




I was on the way to TRL. At the bus stop waiting for bus. Fireman and fireengine in action. No one get hurt I guess. Saw no ambulance, but police car. I only reached TRL at 12noon. Damn packed. No space to sit. I just sat at the sofa and ... Jamie called and asked me to go down to work.

Initially when at home, huizhen called me and tell me go work. I told her, you want me work saturday can, tomorrow I don't work. Then jamie called me and tell me to go work. Zzz. Reached TRL already lor. We were on the phone quite a while when I decided to give in, okay I come 4pm. Zzz. I went home lor. Went home, packed my stuff and down to suntec. Zzz.

It's being quite a while since me and vic worked together. It is always me working on sunday and him on saturday. He is very unhappy with work. Haha. Consider I sabo him. He is damn reluctant to work on sunday, but kenna forced. He was ranting to me his unhappiness. Actually saturday quite slack, not very good business. No need me also can. But, maybe they worried will have crowd.

I did not know that NDP is quite near suntec. Took lots of picture as the marching parade fall in at suntec convention. Woa damn nice. Bring me back lots of memory of NPCC. I wore before number 1 uniform. Damn nice and chio lah. I eat snake alot times. I went upstairs to took pictures and video. Haha.

















Our POP video. Memories is memorable. I miss NPCC. :'(



I only reached home on saturday at midnight. Not a good timing to be outside. Haha. It is quite a standard timing when I work till night. Zzz. Today, ZZZ. Can't woke up at all. I only work at 1130. It is damn unusual to wake up at this timing. I am not a heavy sleeper. I ate and chiong to TRL. I did solid today. Damn solid. Happy. ^^

End of pictures, I should be doing my econs project. ZZZZ. I need more time. Kill me please.

tags replied
yuanxin: linked :))
ver: haha ya lor, come back library, more new face of not-bad-looking. haha. ^^

i expected it ...

This will be a long post. I guess. Yesterday was horrible for me. I was feeling so uncomfortable and sleepy and at the same time chionging out my comm skills and econs stuff. Hate this feelings. Unfortunately, the uncomfort did not stop, it continue in morning. It was until after lunch I felt better. Seriously hate this feel. It was so pain because my diet. I ate abit, then I eat alot. Because of this bad eating habits, so worried that one day health will fall. I hate to be sick.

Wednesday

I must say, I really love this cat. She was attempting to climb the tree. Too bad not in time to catch it on camera. Love her. x33




We met up to do the damn comm skills outline. In the library, mary was so abnormal when with us. Apparently, what you see on this photo is deceiving. I think only cecilia and me know. :((



During POM lecture. I must say, they cannot sit behind me. ^^





When climbing the stairs to FA tutorial, found this interesting stuff. Zzz. 2 of the stick seems to be not finished. =.=!!



Because I was taking the picture, the 2 of them quickly ran away. And they hide, and I managed to take a picture. We were all laughing like crazy. Zzz. Lame funny and cute.



Thursday

The day that I need to reach school at 9am. Mon tue wed also not 9am. Suddenly wake so early very sian. My beloved cat. Damn cute is she. ^^



CSA lesson was on flash. Faint. Seriously hate CSA at all angle. Really really hate CSA. As I was chatting on msn, I got lost in class. Totally lost in what teacher is saying. The 2 of them trying to solve the problem that my 'flash' is giving me.




Lunched at ITAS. The chicken rice. I can say, tp food is expensive and not nice. I rather go out of school to eat. It is much better. Sundae ice cream that make me feel better in a hot day. But, this is also one reason that lead to my super 'uncomfortable night and morning'.




Clean and nice. ^^

Today

This cat gave me a shock when he suddenly walk behind me. He was attempting to jump into the drain. For what leh?? to drink water. Even though the water is not clean. I must say that this cat is smart. For survival techiniques. ^^



Usually FA lecturer, there will be template given at the start of the lecture. Then because I am meeting cecilia and mary, we came up with a rule that the last person to reach will help take the template. The reason of why we so reluctant to take the template is because we had to go the front and get it. Usually, if I am late, the guys will help me take. Today I was the last to reach because I was waiting for bus5 for 20minutes. Zzz.

The super lucky thing is that there is no template. In terms that the template will only be given during the lecture. Haha. Laugh smile loves. Today lecture I sat with mary and cecilia instead of 2yh and px. Somehow abit weird. Din hear px talk cock. Zzz. Also, it is weird sitting at the middle. Usually we will sit at the side. I don't like the lecturer eyes to keep on look at the middle. The side is better.

I was suan by px when I went to them. Px "your friend leh? go with them lah...". Din mean to pangseh them. However, I seriously encourage px to wash his mouth with lots of detergent and soap. LOLS. Lunched with them at mensa. He was kind enough to lend me money. Sian, when it come to friday, the money in my wallet will be gone, because I forget to put in more money.

Then we went to the computer lab. While waiting for my grp mates to come and do econs project, I was viwawa-ing. Nice game. Seriously. Econs tutorial was alright. Only I was damn sian. Really very sian. Sian until I am speechless. After econs tutorial, we continue our econs project at comp lab...






We stayed until like 7pm. Handed in the commskills outline and went home. Talked with mary while going home. Somehow. Luckily bus 5 came so fast. I reached home early. I am cutting my nails. Long nails not very good. Easy break also. I changed my blog song. This song damn nice. I had being listening to it repeatedly and I am not sian. xDD

tags replied
ver: comm skills seriously sux lor. Very suay, come poly also got english. I also miss the library days. It is damn memorable. Rmb u attempting to take the guy photo?? so directly take the photo in his face. Damn funny. Haha. :))

it is not funny playing this joke ...