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Sunday, June 29, 2008

This is the first time I am blogging in school computer lab. Must be super lame and not a good place to do so. People behind me see me in this web blogging must be thinking 'this gal so lame blog in school'. Never get a chance to use the computer yesterday. Clap clap. I reach home only at 0020. Well done. It is same as last time. The bus dissappointed me.

It's seriously tiring working so damn far and the travel fees is so high and pay pathetic. Yesterday was fine working. However, some time really very angry. I feel like quitting. However is like, even if during holidays, I find a better job, will it have such a flexible hours whereby I can choose to work or choose not to work. I doubt so.

Since I am in school. Let me say this. The project was suppose to be at 10am. I thought it is at 9am. When I am about to flare up that my group members are late, I realised, I am too early. Damn it. I made an effort to wake up so damn early. Seriously tired. I think for today and tomorrow, my mood will be swing and swing due to me being too tired.

I forget to bring my main file to school. I brought printing papers and the useless portfolio. Even my pom tutorial homework is insie

[typed]
okay, back at home. Current time is 2019. I typed halfway in school and my group members came and we start doing. Lunched and headed for POM tutorial. Since I forgotten to bring my homework, die lor, no need to do anything. Suay suay I tio present. When I got bring my work my teacher never catch me but when I never bring, I tio. Unfair !!!

After POM tutorial, work on our POM project. No much advancement now. No choice, leading and controlling was not taught so far. And the ethics thingy. Faint. At least we did something. Went home and bought newspaper. Read in the bus. I agree with what mary said, start reading newspaper and get to know what is happening around the world.

I am getting my handphone tomorrow. Since I need my mother there, I will be meeting her after school at tampines mall to do so. OMG... Finally, after so long with this motorola, sony come come lai lai. So happy. Hopefully nothing goes wrong at all. I want black !! black !!! make sure have please... Tolong tolong .... ^^

I am going to watch 'fated to love you' later on. And also, today I bumped into sili in school for 3times. Abigail 2 times. Fated to love them? haha. We are all crappers who crap alot. Tomorrow getting back communication skills. Hope nothing goes wrong. Pray !!!
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tags replied
yihao: i need mug and work, so our situation difference. =.=!!

it's not funny ...

7:04 PM


Saturday, June 28, 2008

I slept after I posted yesterday. Woke up at 10++. Ate lots of food because heading to library. Damn lots of things must be done. I mug all the way and still not really finish my stuff. In between lunch half and hour.

Staying till so late was so peaceful because the whole reference was so empty at the time. I left the library and my body was still freezing. In the bus too. Zzz. I wore sweater and still so cold. I don't like the feeling of holding my FA book in hand because others will know that I am temasek poly business year one. Zzz.

The reason why I am still going to library is because... not because I study alot. I study alot is when I stayed there everyday till 9pm. It is because I hardly can concentrate at home which is super unproductive. Moreover I am working tomorrow and I don't have much time to waste as my tutorial homework is still not done and zero revision done. My work on sunday is usually long hours of 12noon to 10pm. Reached home = half die.

I am the type that mug 'openly' at TRL and perhaps, you never know, the one beside you who score well mug like crazy at home. That's the difference. Openly and closely. Please do not use those weird look and everything to look at me studying at TRL. It's irritating. I am not JC, but I never think that poly = no nid study. I think I am the only poly student studying at TRL. Maybe Perhaps, problably, who knows??

I admit I am no life. Monday to Friday, school. Saturday library. Sunday work. This is my life. No work no money. The money my mother give is insufficient. She always asked me if I need more and I rejected her. I am working and I find that she need not sponsor me so much because my sister SURVIVED poly 3years without taking one cent from my parents. However, my hand is still straight out to take money.

But but but, if I don't put my hand straight out, I will not be able to pay for my school fees. I am paying my diploma with my own bank account and not my parents bank nor CPF. I work and I pay for school fees plus my miscellaneous stuff. You see, clothes, entertainment, luxury food and lalala. All money !!! My pay rolling in soon. This month because of 2week holiday, I worked more so more money rolling. Lovely...

I want to change my handphone so badly. My brother told me since this line is under my mother, she need to be there when I changed my phone. Okay, find one day, laoma, let's go !!! My sony ericssion K810i. I want black. If white or red I don't want. Changing phone = money roll opposite direction. Sian, but I really want a new phone lah...

It's being week since I kept on complaining of changing a new phone !!!

tags replied
jon: i miss your 'handsome' face... rare in this world xDD
fang: thanks.. :)) but nt really highest in whole cohort, cos I heard from my cher that there is a total of 37 class taking microecons and some class haven key in mark. So cannot say anything yet. ^^
yihao: thanks ah, neetat was shock how I find out even before I take the papers. Haha !!

happy.unhappy.happy.unhappy.happy.unhappy.

[typed][i type this first before even the above para]
Read one of the junior blog regarding adam khoo workshop. It do bring back memorise of last year, when we attended adam khoo and I realise my mistake. After reading her lengthy post, I admire her courage. I am not a good daughter at all. My brother was the king initially, I object to him and war begin. That's explain why I hated my brother so deeply. Now he is in NS, once in a week back home. However, he will always go out with his friend and at most see him for a few minutes back home talk and eat and go out. Therefore, for this few day, at home = I am the king of the world. I command and they follow. This isn't a very good character and in fact a suck one. I don't know how to change but it is like, even though I know I am wrong, I ... Don't know how to say. I am the one who don't have the courage to say ILY to my parents. But deep in my heart I do. They are someone who cannot be remove and will forever be there. If I am unhappy from work, I came home and throw tantrum. I realise my mistake after that and did not even bother to apologise. To me words " ILY and sorry " is hard to say... ...
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9:26 AM


Friday, June 27, 2008

I am stressing myself. Seriously doing so. I see my results. It is really that good? Why others can do better than me when I mug and they relax. My classmates. Of course others will say, look at the course rather than your class. However, if you can't even be the outstanding one in class, can you even be top 10% to receive the certificate program that TP offer?

My overall grades, 2B+ 1A. Shit results. Others is getting 3A. Except communication skills. My communication skills is still a mystery and hope that the mystery will be a good treasure inside, and not a box of shit. B+ for POM is shit because I nearly scored A. Just by half marks. Zzz. Fa is my fault. I admit, my fault, I screw it right in the face.

I went to work after school today. Filled with regrets. I hate it. Seriously hate it. I am starting to hate my job because of my boss. I don't like the way they do the things over there. In terms of the damn sashimi. It is fcuking expensive, for my case, I don't eat sashimi, it's taste sux. Expect me to say to customer that it is damn nice when me myself dare not even try salmon?

Working with this bunch of colleague was well. I get used to their working style and know them well. Sometime, they are really slack and lalala, however, they are the full timer and of course we must listen to them. But the job tired me and make my mood go very bad.

I am very nasty to people who I 'hate' and can be a real hypocrite to them.
I have very bad mood swing.
I am a sicked as I know I feel like scolding vulgarities but control it.
I tend to show off of my small achievement and I believe that is super irritating.
I think I am always right and expect others to follow me.
I want to be a leader rather than a follower.
I am a full time backstabbers and hypocrite.


I have bad character, I know. Below is what I think about myself and what others told me about myself. I remember there is one time, XXX said me, and I was speechless by XXX because XXX inculded vulgarities in the sentence. XXX is not someone who say vulgarities. However, after being said by XXX, I realise my mistake and somehow did something to it, but do XXX know that he/she is also same?

Before XXX point out my character, did he/she do a self reflection that he/she have the same character as me? This time round, my poly classmates said to me. In a normal tone, not offensive and no vulgarities at all. I feel offended. Very offended and piss off by him/her. Of course what he/she said is definitely because he/she have close friends that is currenly being in the same group as me for projects.

Fine, if I choose to change my sux character, then am I sacrificing my project? I don't know.

Is this the legendary emo that I am doing now and being very hot among teenagers. I hate to see people emo-ing. Seems to be damn fake and trying to gain sympathy. Okay, my eyes is shutting. Time check -> 1:25am. Saturday June 28.

tags replied
yihao: thanks ^^

we are back to one square ...

9:50 AM


Thursday, June 26, 2008

Today morning, something did not went smoothly. I was too excited about somethings and hit my finger upon something sharp at the lift and blood flow out. Not much blood but still need tissue paper. Or should I suck it up?? ZZZ. The bus came so early that I reached school half an hour early. First to reach class.

Dreamweaver is definitely not something easy to get hold of. Largely compared to excel. I was so hungry during CSA and decided that hunger won't do well. Grab a bite and went back class. 3hours of CSA really kills. Ate porridge for lunch. Buisness canteen chicken porridge really very nice. Must try must try.

Headed for Commskills. Asked teacher and he said no one in our class fail. Really mah? or he cheating my feeling. Was crapping with mary and cecilia in class, seriously too bored.

mary: jia xiang jia xiang jia xiang
me: mian mian mian
mary: jia xiang jia xiang jia xiang
me: mian mian mian
mary: jia xiang
me: mian

Lame but really make our day. After that went TRL. Like I said, studying in TRL is love. So peaceful, can throw my troubles to the back and concentrate well. Went home with lots of things that must be done and lalala. I am somehow addicted to viwawa, thanks to px yh yw, introduce me to that game.

My classmates talked to me, and seriously made me flare up. Don't feel like saying anything here. I can still say I prefer secondary life to poly life, because poly life sucks to the core. Luckily none of my classmates know my blog. Isn't this the best. ^^ Tomorrow econs papers. Pinning high hope on that, hope nothing goes wrong.

tags replied
jon: I prefer this. xD
joanne: good taste ^^

hope into ...

9:14 AM


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Today everything in the morning turn out fine. Reached school on time. Bus did not cheat my feelings. The feeling of having bus stamp back is perfect. Headed for my FA tutorial. Bringing lots of anticipation to get back my FA papers. Was thinking that will only get the papers after cher start her boring tutorial. But, she gave back immediately.

Saw my papers. Saw the mark. Fcuk. I screwed it. I knew it. I was too overconfidence for this paper already. I think is will be easy because I think I am very smart in my POA. In fact, I suck at it. It was somehow expected of the mark because when I step out from exam hall and people discussing of the question, mistakes pop out here and there. Since I get back FA already, I feel relieve.

The next heart shaking subject will non other be my hate-able subject .... COMMUNICATION SKILLS !!! I don't want to fail can already. I don't care about getting As or Bs for this but please don't fail. Even though how deeply I hate this subject, I cannot fail. Sian, I really scared this subject will pull my whole GPA down.

CSA lecture and POM lecture turn out to be sleepy lecture for me. Manage to tahan through. ^^ Headed to library after POM. Lovely library. Enjoy the times there. So peaceful and quiet. My bladder has some kind of problem because I was going to the toilet for many times today. In the library got 2 times. Zzz.

Claricia came and when we about to left, she did something funny. She nearly fell. I don't know is to laugh or what. Damn loud can. Then I standing behind her. Then I am like, woa, so damn embarrasing. If is me, I fell in library, FOREVER WILL NOT GO BACK THERE AGAIN !!! xDD

Went home and slacked. I was so foolish to eat only a pathetic plate of mixed rice for the whole day to 7pm. My gastrics damn pain. Should grab some bite at times. Sian. Must be more healthy, last time I already destroy my health so badly, time to start building up my health into rosy and well. Haha. Am I trying to put descriptive words in blogging? or is just still my english like shit? =xx

everything is coming to a turn ...

7:54 AM


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Okay, I changed my blogskin. Nice anot? I think also not many people read my blog. However nvm, I read myself can already. ^^ This few days is quite tiring, I don't know why, maybe because of yesterday super lack of sleep, make me hardly able to be energetic. For yesterday and today, after eating junk food, felt so sleepy. Just now took a short nap and thanks to my sister for switching on the lights, I woke up, and ate again. Fat ... FATS... FATTER !!!

Honestly, my tutorial homework for tomorrow is halfdone. This feel days quite slack, never really touch any books. I am full of anticipation in receiving the results. It is like so excited de feel. Very shiok. However, if the results is like shit, the excited-ness will change to disappoint-ness.

Communication skills haven receive yet. Seriously scare and worry for that. English is my fatal death. Tomorrow getting FA back. Even though with a POA background, I screw my FA. I know myself well. Seriously screwed it. Pinning high hopes on econs. Hope every results turn out right. =D

Sian sian sian, I want to change a phone !!! I want my sony ericssion K810i !!! If tomorrow I am not going to change it, I had to wait for next week. Current price is $138. That means I must pump in $38 more. I am spending ALOT of money for this month. Did many withdrawal for don't know how many times already. My bank money is draining and draining.

Tomorrow going back library. Lovely, really find the TRL is a damn nice place to enjoy silence studying and peace. ^^

life is full of ups and downs ...

7:02 AM


Monday, June 23, 2008

I am tired. Chiong to school for the damn excel. Fcuking deadline changed to 10pm LAST MINUTE. CB. I was waiting for the damn shuttle bus for so long and only reached school at 830am. Computer lab was full of people waiting to print. I have no choice but to waste paper and print it on one side per piece. Somethings go wrong. 2 of my printing go wrong, however, no time to amend, forget it. Climb the stairs from 1st floor to 6th floor because tp lift cannot be trusted. Never get the chance to seal my envelop, hope nothing slip out. I only wrote name on the envelope, the paper and discs both don't have my name. Fcuk. Overall, CSA IS A BIG FCUK...


Pardon me for the above paragraph that is vulgarities here and there. I am really angry, really really ANGRY...


Since I woke up so early today, I am having a split headache now. With a stomach full of junk food, it is impossible for me to go to sleep. Therefore, I decided to come blogging and exercise my fingers alittle bit. After hand in CSA, went slacking with jiayu. Headed back to computer lab and watched the latest epidsode of ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni. Seriously nice show.


Lunched cum breakfast at mensa. Headed for pom tutorial. Seriously I was not in the mood for lesson and all the theory that tutor bombard at me. He bombarded for 1hr plus and finally, give back our mid sems paper. My results was ... perhaps to others is good but to me, I am not really very satisfy. I am someone with very high expectation. I must admit that 1A02 is filled with people who are so smart. Smarter than me. JEALOUS !!! I am hardworking not smart. =.=


Appel was so boring please. Somehow starred blank around and 1hour past. We left immediately. Went to library to find mary bf and ltr headed home. Something funny happen while on the bridge. Haha. Seriously, mary know how to crap alot. Took a bus to inter to switch to bus 38. I am lazy to walk.


I don't know how to expect for my others test paper. My expectation is high. I am worried that I am not able to take the blow of my results. Tomorrow high chance getting back the ang mo test, hopefully I did not screw up that one.


I am currently working out on a new blogskin. This blogskin simple and abit boring? Time for a change. I am also changing my handphone soon. Haha. Said so long still haven change. ZZZ.


http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/k810i?cc=sg&lc=en


tags replied
dzikri: taking japanese. ^^ ps, I work in jap restruant ^^
amanda: yupx, cos this phone no touch screen xDD

i am tired of waiting and waiting ...

3:32 AM


Saturday, June 21, 2008

Many things happened for the past few days. I was rushing CSA like a mad ass and finally, happened to finish it on friday night. Everything swee swee, ready to print and ready to burn. I do all this shit all the way from 2100 to 0145 just to make it into 'ready to print' and 'ready to burn' on friday night cum saturday morning. I was damn tired and drop dead upon on bed.

Went to school in the morning. School = Temasek poly business school. WELL DONE. Of all saturday, on 21st June 2008, the computer lab will not be open. FCUK?? house no printer, haven print, burn can burn at house, but print leh? Deadline on Monday 9am? why cannot 5pm. Seriously I am damn sian. The only solution now, on monday, go to the damn school at 8AM sharp and wait for the damn lab to open and chiong in to print every shit.

Spoiled my morning ENTIRELY. After printing I was then going to TRL to do my tutorial HW. I wasted time, effort, my friday beauty sleep, transport fees, energy, overall, it is a SHIT !!!! At least I went to the peaceful TRL. Peace, quiet, silent, make me forget my morning blues. I got a good seat, I prefer sitting inside. Qingling and claricia was at the library too. SERIOUSLY, I MISS THE FUN WE HAVE LAST YEAR !!!

CSA is crap. I was studying the theory part for CSA and that is also shit. Project work shit, theory shit, overall, that subject is really SHIT. HATE IT !!!! This subject is seriously worst then communication skills. If anything is going to go wrong on monday when I am printing the stuff. I will cry and break down. I spent lots of effort in this excel and I want to score well.

The CDS is also one crap. Please lah, we pay so damn much for the damn school fees and it was lagging like crazy. ZZZ. Maybe is because I had a cheapskate connection however, if the school is so damn rich, why are we lagging. I swear, next year I am going to school to choose my cds. DIE DIE 3 YRS, in 1 YR also must take JAPANESE.

The school fees is going to chop my bank account soon. Damn, by the end of 3year, graduate with a cert and $0 in bank. ZZZ. I am so broke. I am waiting for my next month pay to come in. This is the first time I wanted so badly the pay to come in asap. Come come, so I can withdraw and clear my debt. I owe a total of $60 people to different people. ZZZ. And also, I want to change my handphone. Please, drop price and I will buy you immediately.

For this post, alot of CAPS and F here and there. CSA make me go haywire. Screw it.

tags replied
amanda: linked. This phone have touch screen meh? i think ur friend is the 5MP. ;))

what I think is how you feel?

6:27 AM


Monday, June 16, 2008

It's really being awhile since I last update my blog. I felt that my blog is seriously so dead as there is no picture or any exciting things that is happening and going around me. However, all this is for me to recall in the future. ^^

Wednesday, June 11

I went to work. I think other staff, that means no my stall people, are surprised when I come. Haha. Because me the 'xiao mei' over there don't come on weekdays but weekend. Quite a number asked me, 'eh, xiao me lai le'. It is nice being the xiao mei over there. ^^ Not only love my colleague alot, I love others over there too. All so cute and funny.

I went off with Jamie to CARREFOUR to get some grocery for tomorrow. We were pushing the trolley here and there, till the trolley was full. =.= We get to the cashier and realise, today is... BYOBD (bring your own bag day). Since we bought SO much things, we decided that if we take the plastic bag, it will cost abit. Therefore, we decided to just push the trolley back. Pushing the trolley back was okay, but with people seeing what you are buying? Damn malu. Especially when we are back there, others stall looking at us. ZZZ.

Thursday, June 12

The war begin. PC show started. It was war for us. It was super duper busy and tiring. Also, not to forget the customer are rude. Some customer really nice and some are really attitude. I love it when customer smile to me. Some customer make my day nice. SERIOUSLY. It will make you feel good and your job meaningful as you are working in the service line.

Some A&F people walk past. AND, they saw me. AND, they laughed. ZZZ. Even though I don't know them, I recognise them and of course, they recognise me. It really make me start thinking if my working clothes is really very funny. Or it is me wearing it then it is funny. ZZZ. Even mary was laughing like crazy when she first came.

Friday, June 13

All the service line people were present. There were a total of 6 people outside. Of course, it was still very busy. And, my leg was super painful. It's being quite awhile since I last stand for LONG hours for 2 consecutive day. Since I have a heavy weight, my oily leg cannot take it and my 脚板 is really red and pain. I was so mood-less and tired when I arrived. Unusual me, because really tired.

At around quite late when the crowd was gone, and stalls are starting to close and packed up, I had a fall. FCUK sia. Funny and embarrassing. I fell infront of 2 other stall that is beside as. And being the xiao mei there, the people there of course saw it and all was laughing. My colleague laugh the louder. ROAR. My shoes was really slippery. Damn embarrasing. ROAR !!!!

Also, friday was my last day being with them to fight the war. Saturday and Sunday I went to KL. Also, weekend was the most busy time where everything will go haywire too. Even though quite sad, but I think my leg also cannot take it. Really very painful that night. Even when I wake up the next day, it was painful.

Saturday, June 14 &&& Sunday, June 15

Headed to Boon Lay in early morning. Woke up at 5plus. Reached there at only 7am. It was from east to west. Long trip there. My sister carried a damn big bag. Damn funny seeing her carry that bag. Like so kiasu like that. I think must thank my father for being so kua zhang in bringing the things.

Took a bus to KL. Super long. Slept through the journey. The toilet leave a so deep impression on me. Okay, it is not like some people left over urine on the bowl but is a permanent stain there. DAMN DISGUSTING CAN? really damn disgusting.

Check into the hotel and I urine until I shuang. Really sia, I rather tahan whole day then to go to the public toilet that give such a bad impression. We were eating here and there. Eating everytime when there is a chance/break to do so.

I only get quite a number of snacks for my beloved colleague and basically no clothes being bought. See no hoodies at there too. I bought a super lovely and cute school bag. Will be bringing to school on the first day of school reopen. ^^

Overall, KL somehow give me a bad impression on it. However, the price there is damn shiok. =]

Monday, June 16

TODAY!!! went out with qin pearl pei. Long time since I last saw qin. We went to ECP to cycle. Long time no cycle since the last time with jon px joey. We cycle for a straight of 2hours without resting at all. I think my leg will hurt badly tomorrow. Sad.

We were so frustrated about where to have our dinner and finally settled down at KFC. Cute and funny.
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Overall, this few days I was so slack and everything. Alot of my things and project is not done yet. Sian. I am getting my phone ASAP. I received the voucher. CLAP CLAP !!!

This is the phone I am getting. Confirm plus chop. I guess. Even though it is a phone that had being released way back years. I trust what pearlyn say, since you like it, buy it, no need care so much, because this phone also not bad what. ^^
handphone handphone HANDPHONE !!!

7:20 AM


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I am freaking dying for a new phone. Especially the cybershot that I took a liking on it. For god sake, that voucher can please arrive faster, if not I will just cancel the plan I signed with m1. Seriously irritating, I wanted badly to change into a camera phone.

Today went out with mary and cecilia. Crapping all the way with them. Headed to bugis street which in fact there is not much people shopping here and there. Bought 2bf shirt. Lovely. Always wanted bf shirt so badly. Also bought my cardigan. Neither black nor white but grey. I think I have quite a number to top which is black.

Then we went to cecilia house and had a mini bbq. We use the electric pit and made some simple food for ourself. It is much much better having a mini bbq then with everyone. It was raining badly when we were about to leave the house. Mary father came and we took a car and left. Lazy to walk also.

Tomorrow working on 11am. Screw boss. Heard that tomorrow steve will not be around, that means boss will be around. Damn sick with that. Really don't like boss around. From deep deep down my heart, IDONLIKE ...

damn busy ... sick and tired ... holiday SUX

9:54 AM


Monday, June 9, 2008

Saturday went out shopping with lipei. It being ages since I last went shopping and also went out with lipei. Nice shopping around and looking what is trendy now, however it is not nice to make our pocket have a big big whole. Bought stuff that I really wanted and tomorrow is going out with mary and cecilia to bugis. I wanted a hoodies jacket badly !!! I recommend this very good blogshop. She really sell nice things and 99.99% trustable. ^^

Sunday went to work. Starting really shitty because when I was in the train, I was asked to go to the supermarket to get some of the insufficient stock of food. Okay, I went and is really shit. I went to raffles city mall de market place. It is like, so high class over there. Off to find my ingredients, can't find. Get a staff and told me they don't sell that. Nevermind, I headed to suntec market to buy.

Over there, I really find that it is the worst supermarket I had ever since. It is super big with 2 storey. I ask a staff, where the ingredient is, she told me there there. ZZZ. Please tell me WHERE and not THERE !! Then I called jamie and she told me the actual place to get the ingredient. Fine I get that and still must find another damn. I spent one hour going here and there to buy the damn food.

Get to the cashier. The damn queeue is damn long and there are still counter that are CLOSED?? so damn inefficient. Really, all the queeue is so LONG, and I see nothing is being done to solve this problem. Okay, next is the cashier that serve me. She is so slow, maybe is not her fault that she is slow but she was taking ages trying to open the plastic bag and some customers still help her to do so. SO DAMN IRRITATING WHEN THE QUEEUE IS SO LONG AND YOU ARE FIGURING HOW TO OPEN A PLASTIC BAG?? This supermarket really give me a very bad impression.

Went to work, and like I said, usually on sunday, I need to take abit of time to get used to work then I can really show my full strength. Female boss is not around today. Thank god, don't like her around when I am working. It was super busy on sunday as there is this barney show upstairs. We will suddenly see crowd coming down from upstairs, and that is when all the busy come. Afternoon time was shitty because of male boss. SCREW HIM, one day when my beloved colleague left and I found a better job, I WILL FIRE YOU.

Night time was lovely, boss went off. Damn good. Also, night time don't have much people. Mary came and find me and took a video of me working. She was laughing all the way while taking the video. After work, sat down and chat with colleague, left for home, slept at 1am++.

I was late for my project work. It is suppose to be at 10am. I woke up at 9.51am. Honestly, I was super duper tired. Can't wake up at all. I only reached TP at 11am and was late for 1hour. Also, I forgotten to bring my thumbdrive. Luckily gary had the original copy in his thumbdrive, if not I can prepare to go home already. We seriously wasted lots of time to do the project. Half the time was crapping, however, I know that project is really no joke and must really do it. Next week meeting up again. I guess ...

Tomorrow going out with mary and cecilia. Wednesday, thursday and friday going to work full shift. FULL SHIFT. Moreover thursday and friday is PC show which means we will be like some crazy fools being super duper busy. Saturday and Sunday going malaysia. This is the second time I am going over the seas. ZZZ. Since primary2. Very pathetic right? I was born with a paper spoon, not even bronze.

For the next few days, busy busy and busy. I missed the library, I am going back there to study on week2 of my holiday. I think. ^^

tags replied
claricia: sure no problem ^^

i will be there in no time ...

6:58 AM


Friday, June 6, 2008

Some questions is going around me. I know I should not brought up this issues but is like, I really feel like knowing the outcome. For the past few days I had being going to the library and of course I bump into many library regulars who are with us last year taking O level. Many of them went to JC.

Chuying(mary) which is one of my poly friend now, she is suppose to go to TPJC for first three month but she pon and did not even go for one day. One day I just asked her, if initially, you went to first three month, you think will you in JC now because your O level results did allowed you to enter TPJC once again. She said yes.

Therefore this question came to me, if initially I went to MJC, and my O level results did allowed me to enter MJC again due to my cutting 4pts off. Will I be struggling now and study like nobody business? I think I will. However, I know when the starting of poly, I really hate poly. Really hatred for poly life. Really really from deep down my heart don't like poly life at all. I don't know why is it so, and this eventually lead to JC question.

Another question is do people really have split personality? Or basically every single individual have? At times, feel like crying. But after crying, felt that it is innecessary to cry. Especially if you happen to cry infront of others. I don't know why, but is like, at times I felt 'why' am I crying infront of others? Am I putting up a act and trying to gain simpathy. I don't like this of acting, because at times, I feel that at times when others cry, which is consider emo, is really innecessary and I find it very disgusting to do so. Very frustrating to think about this.

Another question is, at times, can we really ignore what others comment/say/讲 about you. Even if is like, something that had being so common and being said everytime, once people start talking about it, you still do will mind one. Some common commenting is something that will still hurt you. Even though in a joking tone too. Why is it so? It is hard not to take others words seriously, like trying to ignore and don't be bother with what others said.

Above is just some thougths that is going in my mind that make me feel weird and why do I have all this thoughts? =.=

Today went for the bbq. Seriously lots of leftover food. It was a big success overall. Only thing lack off is ice cube. I was so full after first round and hardly grab any bite from the BBQ food. We wasted quite lot of food I think. I did not really helped to pack up as I was just crapping upstairs and enjoying the aicon. I was having a bad headache through out the bbq and is really distracting. Make me really tired and sian half. Took a ride from chuying and reached home in no time.

tags replied
clar: hard to enjoy, holiday 2 weeks, filled with assignment and lots of crap undone. =(

i will hope and pray ...

8:29 AM


Thursday, June 5, 2008

Super long did not blog already. Exams had just gone by and I felt relieve since, exams is over. The feeling of having exam is of course not very nice. Don't have much comments for the papers, but, for what I know, it will take lots of time to mark it. Hope I done well because I really study hard for all papers.

The past few days, I had being going to tampines regional library regularly. Eversince, poly started, library become my home again. It is really nice to get back there and open books to have some serious study as home is really not suitable to study. At times, it do bring back past memories of last year. East spring secondary school and temasek jc having 'night' session. It is really very memorable. Also, with all the food that we bring to library, is like, we really thought is our mother house.

From what I see, the current batch of people in library was not like us. The past us was really crap. Waiting to run in to get the table, buy lots of junk food to be consume and is in packet, folding paper box and passing around table, talking loudly and playing. There was one time whereby there is 4 table of us and I remember that is the time whereby we are the LOUDEST and nuisance in library. Lovely memories. xDD shall we have a gathering back in tampines regional library? good idea mah? =xx

For this month, I am without bus stamp, and transport fees is really one big expense that is making my pocket have big big hole. Just for today alone, $4++ on transport. It is super ... Anyway, long long time never go shopping already. I need more clothes. I am eyeing on hoodies, bf shirt, cardigans... For sure must buy already. This coming saturday going shopping with lipei and next week with mary and cecilia. p.s. i am susan ^^

We give each other angmo name when we all have chinese name. It is really fun when we start calling each other angmo name. And also giving others angmo name, it like crapping around. Today, went to cecilia house. Terrence house seh, damn zai and choi the house. With 2 dog. The dog is so cute and mary was screaming as she is scare of dog. I abit scared but after some interaction with the dog, I think I not scared already.

We went to NTUC and did a mass shopping for the BBQ tomorrow. Pushing the trolley around, 3 aunties grabbing food and putting into the trolley. One car of trolley FULL. Cost $12x. Overall, it is the class fund. Luckily cecilia mother drive us back as the amount of food is really alot. We need not marinate and lalala the stuff because cecilia maid is doing so. It is nice to bbq at people house as we need not do much things. =xx

imeem is giving me lots of problem by being so slow and lag. I decided to switch to iwebmusic but it's quality is overall not as good as imeem. But I like this song. Somehow, fell in love with english song recently. ^^

With much anticipation for tomorrow bbq. Hope everything will turn out smoothly. I super duper badly wanted a new handphone. CYBERSHOT !!!!!

tags replied
michelle: linked :D the 5mbs is user unfriendly, I tried using but it is like ... anyway, it is also much expensive =x
fang: dear dear x33

hope bring reality ...

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