Friday, September 28, 2007
My blog is dead. No one is tagging in my tagboard. Sad. I miss the library very much. In the first place I was thinking if I should go today but in the end decided that it is already too late to do so. I was in mac at 430 and would probably reach the library at only 500. Therefore I find it no point of doing so.Today lesson was fun. With jonathan crapping around talking rubbish and irritating me, it is still fun. Lolx. I had not done alot things. Sian. I have lots to do during the weekend and I think I am going to camp in the library for long. Sian. Seeing the pile of homework make me damn sick.Dzikri brought the sec1 classphoto of 1e1'04. I really love 1e1'04 2e1'05. I miss it. I remember that on thursday, we [ex 1e1/2e1] was gathering the names of the people who are in 2e1 last time. Until the last three name, kevin pass me the paper and I thought of the third last person. Than, yihao solve the puzzle by saying the last person that make me laugh. Haha. It's really funny.I really doubt that I would miss 3e4e4 compared to 2e1e1. Even though I spent the last two years of secondary education with this class, it's still not as good as 2e1e1. The bond in 2e1e1 is strong isn't it?? hehex...Yesterday, Ms Liu said a total of 3 "XIUHUI". Lolx. During recess time she came to me and said 'chat chat chat'. That's me I guess. There is one teacher that is teaching us and would always look at me whenever he/she wanted the class to keep quiet. Ok I know I talk alot but it doesn't mean that I was the one who is always opening my mouth. Perhaps I am being sensitive that the teacher is looking at me. =xThis few days I am sleeping at 1230am. Even after that time, lieing on the bed don't make me tired and fell to sleep immediately. Weird isn't it.I should not be using the computer. Lolx. tada ~~xiiuhuii will pass her o level english with flying colours ~~``xiiuhuii
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Just return home from my tution. This is going to be a damn short post because currently when I am typing this, it is 2127 and by 2145 I want to go and study. I had being damn slack this few days and misses the library abit. On tuesday and that is yesterday, it is jonathan birthday. I did something wrong. Sorry jonathan. We are ok already but I just felt that I had being too much of how I treated him.Today, I played a prank and I guess that some people are really angry and 'diao' me. In the first place, my target was only clar lipei eunice they all only, I did not expect that it will spread until the whole class know. Lolx. SORRY 4E4.I so called enjoy teaching them chemistry. Haha. Even though my chemistry is not as fantastic as yong joong, I will try my best to teach you all. Please bear with my bad temper at times.I had read finish half blood prince and now I am going to pester suren to bring the last book to school. I saw the book today in the school library and it is BRAND NEW. OMG. I was so happy to find that and very soon lipei came in and tell me that "now exam period cannot borrow books". My heart sank down. SIAN!!! I think suren better bring the new book if not HE DIE. ^^Now is 2135 and this post is really short. Please ignore the last 2 sentence I made. Hehex. Really feel like blogging about some matters. Haha. I guess I should not do so. =xtags repliededwyna -- not demoralised le... hehex ^^xiiuhuii will get straight As for her 'o' level ~~``xiiuhuii
Monday, September 24, 2007
I know I should not had blog on monday because it's a school day. Yesterday night, somethings happen and make my mood like shit. I stare blank in my room not knowing what to do next. At the time is already 10plus and in the end I went to sleep at only 12midnight whereby there is school tomorrow. I was so tired the today and only woke up at 620 where I should wake up at 600.I think I am really having a "anger management problem". My anger had being "adding on" since saturday. In fact on saturday night and sunday night, I was planning to start venting in my blog, but ended up watch "fu man ren jian" on mobtv. It's a nice and funny show. LOL!!!On saturday, as usual I went to the library. This time round when I am in the bus, I was feeling so "sianz". I did not "scan" the reference which I would usually do and went to sit with esleen they all. I did not realise that the 'whoever' is in the reference section. From my seat, he was being blocked by a pillar and even after I settled down, I still did not notice his presence even though we are in the same room. I did know that his friends is around but I did not expect that he will be around too. Esleen and joan went out for lunch and left me in the library. Suddenly he turned, and I saw his damn face. WA SIAN... My first reaction. I think he din notice my presence because after seeing me, he and his friends started packing up and left the library. When he leaving he look back at me and I just treat him as transparent.I know you don't read my blog that's why I vent my anger here. For goodness sake, you should know that I will go to the library as often as you cannot imagine. So, please don't try your luck and hope that I will not be there. If you really don't want to see me than please don't come to the library because you are the only person that I don't want to see whenever I am in the library.This was not the first time seeing him in the library because the previous time he appeared, I totally lost my mood to study. On saturday, it's the same too. I was in fact doing my SS at that time and his damn face make me damn sian.On sunday, I realised that my family are still living in the olden days. My brother [boy] get everything he wanted and my sister and I [ girl ] get everything that my brother don't want. I think I am living in the oldern days whereby boys are everything and girls are just like water that are being prepared to be other people wife. The conlcusion is boys are king and girls are slave. This was the first time whereby my mother return home from market before I left for my library. Guess what I saw, a packet of 'some sort of food bought outside but I don't know what'. Let's see, in the morning, my sister and I ate the leftovers and my brother ate outside food?? My mother did know that my sister is around. She could have bought 2 packet rather than 1?? Is this fair??I saw my hp bill and this month it was $33. At the time, I regretted having this M1 plan. I really regretted. I persuaded my mother so hard for this plan but in the end, it tied me down. Is this a punishment I get from you?? I haven paid this and having a serious shortage of money. I was thinking, after o level, can I really enjoy like what other's going to do?? Do I have the money to do so?? Or would I have to work and work and work?? If I am going to the JC, I would not be able to work and still being tied down by the bill. If I am going to the poly, I would HAD to work and I hate that. Money is just something I am short off. I am poor and not like those that are saying they are poor because they don't have the money to buy the things they want.Today, some shocking/hottest news I get and some @#$%^ news too. I was damn fcuk up after recess. Don't feel like writing here.After RSL, the group of us went to tamp mart and sat at mac for them to finish their burger. SL and LP was waiting for the bus 28 [don't cross road] ,and jon and me waiting for the bus 28 [ cross road one ]. Soon, LP and SL bus and they was running towards it. At first we were also thinking of chionging when saw that bus. We ended up going into mac because edwyna and clarica wanted another burger. When I was inside and I look out, I saw the bus!!! @#%$% sian sia...We went out after they bought their burger and this time I saw the bus and the both of us was running. LOL!!! fun ah?? zzz...I switch on the computer when I reach home and wearing the school uniform when typing this post. If I don't vent my anger, really buay tahan. I was home alone now and I am having gastric pain. I had not eaten anything since recess and there is no cooked food at home. I guess I should go and bath now...enjoy venting in my blog !!!xiiuhuii will pass her 'o' level english with flying colours ~~`` xiiuhuii
Friday, September 21, 2007
I think I will probably update my blog once a week. I had being easily losing my temper this few days. PMS ?? lolx... Don't think that's the reason when girls are having mood swing. Whenever girls flare up, others will think... PMS!!! This is probably something that occur naturally within girls. I guess. It's impossible to use PMS as the reason always?? lolx... talking crap at the first few sentence, please kindly ignore it.This week is over and o level is coming soon. 31 more days if I am not wrong. I am getting headache damn often and I really hated that. Some times the pain is really terrible. I need the medicated oil (feng you) at times. I think that is because of my lack of sleep.In the past five days, I had only being to the library two days and had stayed at home to study. I find it more effective studying at home during weekdays but going home after school means that I had to face my brother. Don't really like that in fact.SO NEAR YET SO FAR.... haix =<tags replieddzikri -- i love you too... i just wanted to help hopefully u all will learn sth from me ^^xiiuhuii will pass her 'o' level english with flying colours~~`` xiiuhuii
Sunday, September 16, 2007
I woke up at 830 instead of 730 because I slept late last night. I don't really like to wake up so late because in the end I will have to rush to the library. The library open at 10am and if I reach there late, there will be no more seats. I was in the library until 9pm again and this was the second time. There was 3 table of east springian in the library today and its was the first time. LOL!!!tags repliednabilah -- same same xDyihao -- nvm le. Yesterday my mood was not good that's why I must let out. Hopefully really can get single digit for my L1R5 during o level =x . This is the 1st time that I see you in my blog ~~ welcome, tag often ^^xiiuhuii will pass her 'o' level english with flying colours~~``xiiuhuii
Saturday, September 15, 2007
It had being long since I last update my blog. It seems to me that the computer is no longer attractive to use it. The television still remain its "charm" because the 9pm show "Like Father Like Daughter" is very funny and nice. The show help me relieve stress I guess.I got back my prelim results. I remember the day when we get back our physics paper which is the first paper returned to us. My physics results was no good and someone said this to me "you study hard and get lousier than me, haha". I find that that was very rude as though showing off him/her result. Overall, my prelim results was not bad. I know that I am not a smart girl that is born with a genius brain. I used my time and my effort put in to get the results I wanted. I am DAMN hardworking and I admit it proudly. I used my hardworking to exchange for my result and if you find a problem with that... please stop reading here and go and read your textbook.I enjoy going to the library even though sometime the air-conditioner is unbearable. Like what Ms Liu had said "looking forward to go to the place". That's me because I look forward every trip to the library. I find that library is a perfect place for me to study so don't find it strange when you see me in the library. Perhaps, many people is thinking that xiiuhuii this no life "siao kia" always going to the library to study and she is going "siao" soon. If you want to think of this then you should know why I am going to the library. Imagine your house not only have temptation [[ tv, computer, bed ]] but also siblings to fight/disturb/argue with you when you are studying, I wonder how you are going to do so. Some might be thinking "haiyo... fight/disturb/argue only... I also have". The "fight" are not only using hand but using other things to hit. The "argue" is not only say "whatever" to each other but throwing vulgarities to each other. How nice?? when you are studying?? It's like halfway when you are reading a storybook and suddenly and just shoot out "@#$%&*@#". LOL!! I really dislike studying at home and if whoever find a problem of me studying at the library then please use your smart brain to think if you can "adapt" to such a nice environment to study...Last few days, whenever I reach school in the morning I will have a nice chat with eunice. I agree with eunice sentence of "even if you look good, don't insult/laugh/comment on other people looks". People are just born with that and accept it rather to insult/laugh/comment on it. No one is perfect and please face that because that is reality. Reality is cruel and that's a fact. insult/laugh/comment won't make you look any better instead it show how "filthy" is your mouth. Please wash your mouth with a scrubber and the best detergent you can find.I was in the library today until 9pm. It was the first time I stayed there until 9pm and I find that the library at night is very quiet because all those "talkative" ones already went off. I ate breakfast/lunch at home and went to the library whereby I ate nothing else but sweets that xinyi gave me. I was having a bad gastric pain when I am on bus and that hurt. I know that I should have at least grab a bite but I choose not to do so and I regretted. The morale of the story is "don't skip meal because it will result in gastric pain and that is unhealthy."If you find that my post is directly/indirectly talking about you than think what you have done/said no matter to me or others. End of post and byebye~~ TADA !!! tags repliednabilah -- I read finish the book already and now I am reading 'Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince' :Deunice -- It's being long since you last visited my blog. It's hard to study happily. :/xklim milkx -- I don't really like those forum thingy and spending too much time on computer. Thanks for your advice I appreciate it. The linking words hard to use when blogging. [: wi11p0w3r -- You must jiayou too!! xDxiiuhuii will pass her 'o' level english with flying colours ~~``xiiuhuii
Friday, September 7, 2007
I simply have no mood to blog and I don't know well. I feel that I had lost all my motivation to study.tags repliedxklim milkx -- i lazy write with puntuation that's why straight away type the name :Xxkilm milkx -- my sentence structure got some problem and sometimes it's impossible for me to spot the mistake and i don't know why... :(xklim milkx -- linking words eg?? sometimes difficult to apply :<lipei -- no choice i really don't want to fail my o level english =[qin -- because she love me too much x33nabilah -- ya hor ^^eunice -- i must and will pass my english so... eunice support me xDmust pass must pass with flying colours`` xiiuhuii
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
For the damn second time, I lost my pouch. Last friday I lost my hp pouch on the bus and I did have the chance to retrieve back but I choose not to do so. Today, the same thing happen again, I NEVER GO UP THE DAMN BUS TO GET MY MP3 POUCH.I LOVE MY MP3 POUCH ALOT AND NOW I NEED TO SPEND MONEY TO BUY 2 POUCH WHEN I AM ALREADY SO BROKE... FCUK WHAT AM I DOING SIA?? FCUK UP LAH..
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Yesterday went out with lipei huiqin and pearlyn. It's being long since we went out together and wawa was not able to make it because she have something on. The shoes I bought was making lots of unnecessary noise when I walk and I don't like it. I don't know why but the shopping make me feel so tired. I should feel guilty as I had wasted 2 days of my holiday and it's time for xiiuhuii to start work...As usual went to the library in the morning. In the morning some family matters happened and destroy my morning. I went to the library and was in the same bus with victoria. I did not really notice him until the bus is reaching the library and he is right infront of me. I came down from the bus and realised quite a number of library regular is in the same bus as me. zzz. I reached the library at 1005.In this particular library, there are just some librarian there are being marked by me as "KP". Today I ate in the library and it's not my luck I guess, I was caught. It's embarrasing for goodness sake. I am fuming with anger and... welcome to the "KP" list.Victoria left early. In the library, there is jeremy and xuhui with me. We did not make a nuisance of ourself instead I made full use of my time. =DI had being reading " harry potter and the order of pheonix " for weeks and I am still not done with it. Everyday going to the library bringing it along is like... weird. zzz. During holiday, xiiuhuii MUST read finish the book. (:xiiuhuii will pass her 'o' level english with flying colours ~~`` xiiuhuii
